Few day ago, I was studying in the mac lab for my immuno mid semester when a group of people behind me was talking about blogs and how it’s such an asian thing.
Note: Hehe sorry I wasn’t meant to be evasdropping!
Anyway, someone happened to question the meaning of a blog and mentioned that it’s like a diary that everyone can view at their own pleasure.
That acutally got me thinking for a bit.
So anyway… what I was thinking was that people (like me) has been putting up our blogs to the public and lots of people may have access to them. Some of us might not realise the amount of people reading them. Those people who reads them (just like you) are someone that we may or may not know. But the problem is… they can be anonymous OR choose to pretend to be someone else we know.
The comments that these people gives can be quite nasty sometimes too.
Alright, talking about this brings us back to… let’s see… 2 years ago?
I once got flamed many times during a period of time. When I say “flamed”, I’m talking about people giving me nasty comments to me. And when I say “nasty”, I meant people saying things like “You look ugly when you think you look pretty” and “what? you call yourself smart when you got this grade in this subject?”
Mind you, I know exactly WHO those people are. Those people that I’m talking about here are my FRIENDS. Yes, my friends. And no, they’re not kidding. They meant every word they say. They hated me… and my blog.
According to those people, I’m the kind of person who has a double personality. The person I am in front of them is “apparentally” different from how I am when I’m writing on my blog.
So if that is true, I have nothing to say.
But… there was just these things I wanted to ask them which I didn’t for the 2 years that had passed.
So listen up!
How does it make you feel when you write all these stuff to me? Does it make you feel better? Prettier? More superior? What makes you think you are any better than me when I can look at you in the face and smile but all you can do is put hurtful words on the computer screen while remaining anonymous? How does it make you feel when you couldn’t say a word to me in real life, when you couldn’t look me in the eyes, when you have to run and hide from my presence?
How does it make you feel?
Happier?
Well, guess what? I’m not putting up with that anymore. For the past 2 years, I’ve been determined to ignore every word you said on my blog, my BLOGSHOP and my msn. I’ve been determined to keep you on my so called “friend” list to show you that I am not even afraid of you. But now, I’ve given up.
Who cares about how you think about me. If you’re not worth being my friend then you’re not important in my life. Why should I keep something mportant in my life anyway?
So there!
I’ve deleted ALL THREE OF YOU off my msn and facebook.
So from now on, you’re not coming into my blog or blogshop to say evil comments about me. You’re not going to know about anything in my life from MSN or facebook.
From the bottom of my heart, I’ve seriously forgiven all of you for doing what you did to me. But I will never ever forget what happened. No way!
So let’s just pretend nothing happened. If I ever see you, I will just pretend I am “blind” and I can’t see any of you.
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I have sin-ed!! For making such a decision. But sometimes, you just gotta be selfish.
I’m happy with what I have in life now anyway. I have family who cares about me, a boyfriend that loves me and a few close friends that truly understands me.
I’m a blessed girl. So don’t be jealous 
Cause I love myself and I’m proud of it.
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MOVING ON!
I had such a interesting day out with Huuunny Ken :]
We went to Caro in the morning for eye checks.
He didn’t need glasses.
I need new ones?! WTH.
Well, I actually have a problem with my bottom eyelashes (long story) which requires attention and one of the solution is getting contact lenses~
Going on contact lenses trial next week?
So anyway, after eye check, Ken went to check out new thongs.
YER, someone must have hell massive feet to wear that!!
Joking, it’s just a display.
Just look at my tiny tiny feet :/
Anyway, we didn’t buy anything from there.
So after that shop, we went on a massssssssiiiiivvvveeeee shopping spree…
… which wasn’t suppose to happen >.<
I ended up buying a packet of vitamins for my Dad at priceline and a dress for my sis for her River Cruise.
It’s more like a mini shopping spree for presents or something.
After caro, we went to Livingston on the way back to Ken’s house to get his eye drop, Leo’s new bowl and some other stuff.
(Is this getting boring?)
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After heading home, we went out again to pick Ken’s bros up from school then went to Armadale to look for his Mom.
Had a mini lunch there and ended up in Big W buying 6 ELECTRICS BLANKETS.
Yes, it’s crazy I know. I bought 3… one for myself and 2 for my 2 other sisters.
It’s like $60 down to $25!
Sunbeam brand. How can you not right?
Plus… electric blankets are hell comfy.
When I say comfy, I meant COMFY that you can sleep in any position even if it means other people can look at you while you sleep…
Yup, like this!
Anyway, I tried the blanket out once we got back to Ken’s house and it’s so freaking worth it!
Go go Big W~ Sunbeam Electric Blanket $25 for single beds! :]
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Last but not least, the new collection #4 for my blogshop is out! Go check it out everyone~
Special edition Kissing Star Necklace from the famous Korean drama “Boys before flowers” is on sale now!
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Lesson of the day: Being nice to people doesn’t take effort, it just takes a simple heart.
