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I’m raging at the moment so I hope I won’t type anything to offend anyone.

If I do, please please please don’t take it to heart.

I really really really don’t get it. WHY and HOW can some people be so selfish, sometimes without them realising.

I’ve been told many times before that I am too nice to people and that’s why I always get targeted for bullying or being taken advantage of. Or maybe other people think otherwise. I dunno. I don’t stand up for myself very often only because I have a thing inside me called tolerance.

When I was growing up, my Dad had always taught me that I should be patient. Because you get alot of things in return for being patient.

So I always try to please people around me because I tolerant the way people treats me and always tell myself that I will get good karma in return. I still believe in that.

But what happens when people actually get on my nerves?

No, I don’t burst and yell at them unless I’m not angry but upset. But when I have reached my tolerance level, I don’t usually confront the situation. Only because I want peace. I care about how the other person would feel. So I end up typing it here and ranting it all out.

Well, today I just wanted to lose my temper here because something really annoying happened to me. I won’t say what it is but I will tell “you” (if you know that it’s you) WHY I am so pissed off.

I don’t blame you for having “problems” in life and I understand that you treat me as a friend and hence expected me to listen. But have you ever thought about HOW I FELT? I’m merely a friend. I’m not a superwoman. There are limited things I can say and do. I can’t solve your damn problems. If something seriously wrong happened to your life, what am I going to do to fix it?

It’s not gonna work if you keep on driving me up the wall by telling me all your stupid problems. Like I said before, I’m not a superwoman.

For one fact I know, IT IS NOT LIKE IT’S END OF THE WORLD AND GET THE HELL OVER IT!

Seriously, GET OVER IT.

I dunno how to tell you that I can’t say anything to make you feel better because I hate being fake about saying “oh well”. BECAUSE IT’S NOT EXACTLY A BIG DEAL. It isn’t! If you’re gonna get all whingy about such a small thing then WTF.

Deep inside, I wished I could tell you how immature you are. I wished I could ask you to leave me alone and stop mentally torturing me. But I know I still care about you as a friend and I want to continue being your friend. But just because you’re all emo about something, it doesn’t mean that you can use that to make me feel guilty or emo too. Cause I f*ing hate people who do that!

For everyone reading this, I’m sorry that you have to hear this ranting from me and I hope that no one will ask me about this because know how angry I get when someone asked me if I’m talking about them when I’m not.

Once again, I just want to clarify, it’s not that I don’t like talking to depressed people. I love to listen and let you pour your heart out to me BUT in the end, how you treat YOUR LIFE is entirely UP TO YOU. Do me and do yourself a favour, make yourself HAPPIER. Just because something has gone wrong in your life, it doesn’t mean you have to be emo. Morever, PLEASE don’t use what happened in your life to blame me and make me my day feel lousy.

I WANT TO BE A HAPPY GIRL but I can’t be if someone kept on telling me that there’s no reason to be!

Understand?

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You guys are probably wondering why the hell I am up and blogging so early…

Well, I woke up 15 minutes ago cause I’m meant to register for class at 9am but I know that they will open up the registeration earlier so I woke up earlier to get it done. BUT I’m having a bit of problem…

1) One lecture is clashed with another >.<

2) I have a unit I haven’t enrolled in yet cause they won’t let me!

3) The health science office doesn’t open until 8.30am

Yeh, so basically I’m sitting here thinking if I go back to sleep for another, I dunno, 20 minutes? Then wake up to call the office or I should sit here and do whatever until 8.30am.

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Oh yer! I have another story to tell.

Night before last, I was like super duper hungry at around 2am. So I went outside hunting for some food. Yes, like a rat. Then I opened the pantry door. In the pantry, I saw a big white box. Beside that big white box, I saw a shadow.

I was thinking at that moment, “Cockroach?!”

So I moved the white box to see if it is a cockroach so I can get that disgusting thing outta my pantry.

I WAS WRONG!

Out ran a rat which ran so fast that I think it ran faster than lightning or smth!

I was horrified at that very moment and I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and at the same time stop myself from screaming and waking my parents up. So in the end, my scream was quite “high pitched” and… ahhh I dunno how to describe it actually.

Before I knew that, the rat was gone. Nowhere to be seen! It actually ran to the area where all the shoes are. I was thinking again… what if I was about to put on some shoes before I go out and there’s a rat hiding in there?!

=O

*high pitched scream*

Well, what can I do…

So I went back to the pantry, hoping to find food (hopefully not left over from the rat) @.@ I looked back at the white box which I moved not even an inch and decided that I should move it back in place.

While moving, out came another rat @.@

*high pitched scream*

I know what you all are thinking, NO it’s not that same rat!!

They do look similar but I have super vision cause I have glasses on and I know that rat 1 didn’t manage to run back to pantry. I don’t even know if rat 2 is there! Maybe rat 2 is rat 1’s like girlfriend or smth. Maybe I should catch it and blackmail rat 1, yeh?

LOL. (What a blunt laugh)

Rat 2 actually ran but it was still hidden in the pantry somewhere. Instead my evil plan of kidnapping rat 2, I closed the pantry door horrified!

Yes, I can handle cockroaches and spiders and stuff but NOT rat!

They run like damn fast and can you seriously imagine ME running after rat 1 or rat 2? I’m just another innocent “rat” looking for food at that time! I can’t go after my same kind =.=

I was just at the wrong place at the wrong time.

I told my Mom about that yesterday.

Well yer, lame I know. But that’s my story. I think I’m not fully awake yet =D

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It is now 8.23am and I am preparing to call the health science office soon.

Whee~ time passed =.=

UPDATED: Just tried to call the health science office. On the Curtin website, they said that the office open from 8.30am to 5pm. When I called, it went to a machine saying that the office opens 9.00am to 4.30pm. BAHAHAHAAHAHA! I think I’m going slightly crazy =.=

We’ve all the news about the death of the popstar, Michael Jackson. So today, I’m not gonna blog about that cause it’s already all over the news and let’s just not sadden ourselves with that news at the moment.

However, we know that he shall be remembered.

R.I.P

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I went for my flu vaccine yesterday morning and so glad that I’ve done it! I had mine last year when no one really thought that Swine Flu was gonna hit Australia. I guess everything comes with a surprise nowadays.

Teehee I love my hairrr! *random*

And I love good hair days. I made my hair look poofy with just a hair straightener =DD No hairspray!

So after that, Ken and I went to KFC for lunch and then headed down to Southlands. We wanted to catch “Transformers 2″ but the next movie starts at 2pm and it was only 12noon then. So we skipped the idea and headed to Livingston to get our tamiflu tablets which ran out of stock and some groceries shopping with Ken’s mom.

While looking at xxx store, we picked up these cute infant shoes! And guess what we spotted @.@

What a big typo!

Went back to Ken’s place after grocery shopping. I was so tired by then I fell asleep for almost 2 hours? Then got awaken by Ken cause he asked if I wanted to go Officeworks with him. So I got up with a messy hair LOL and went out again.

Had Pocky that he bought me in the car ^^

Heaven*

Whee~

Then of course went back to Ken’s house in the heavy rain for dinner then went to Rossy for baddie.

A long day but I’ve got to say, quite relaxing. Hehe (:

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I woke up at 12.30 today >.< and it’s already 2pm now and I haven’t got anything to eat so I better go make food now.

HUNGRY!

I really hate this time of day!

I got home at around 3pm and it was raining heavily. Luckily Mom was driving.

So I sat to take a short break, thinking what I should do for the rest of the day. So I turned on my laptop and surfed around. I had to restart cause I downloaded a new version of antivirus.

So anyway, while restarting, I noticed that my room is kinda “collecting dust” so I took the wiping cloth and cleaned up my room for a bit. After cleaning, I felt like I should do something else. So I went jogging on the threadmill for around 30 minutes.

I went back to my laptop to take a break cause I really don’t wanna go shower after I just finished exercising. Cath was in the shower anyway. So I sat here till now… Cold and it’s 5.25pm!

The thing I’m annoyed about is that I don’t know if I should shampoo my hair now or later. If I shower now and don’t shampoo my hair, it feels weird that 2 - 3 hours later, I have to shower again (in this cold weather) just to shampoo my hair. But the problem is, if I do shampoo my hair, by this time tomorrow (when I’m at work), my hair will be oily and disgusting.

Yer.

End of story.

Rant.

Rant.

Rant.

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Lately, I’ve been really into nail polishes. I feel bare when I don’t wear any and I change colour every week @.@

It’s kinda frightening.

So yesterday, I decided that my nails should go naked and relax. Hoho, sorry nails! I know it’s winter and you’re cold but you need to be healthy =DD

Instead, I did both of my sister’s nails.

Yays, pictures!

I did Rachel’s one first and decided to make it look sweet and cute.

Close up…

Hehe it looks a bit untidy cause I didn’t clean up the cuticles and sides. But after time, the nail polish will get washed off on the sides.

Nail polish used:

- Kit Chalk It Up in Pink

- Maybelline Wet Shine Diamond in Clear Cut Diamond (420)

- OPI Alpine Snow

I actually had nail polish on mine yesterday and I attempted drawing a lollipop and LOVEDD it <333

Nail polish used:

- OPI Koala Bear-y

- OPI Alpine Snow

I loved it sooooo much but I still took it off in the end cause the other ones screwed up and I needed to give my nails a break.

So I decided to draw it on Cath’s nails.

She settled for the “emo” look which I kinda failed doing. So this is how it turned out…

I used the most colours on Cath’s nails cause I wanted to go for the Jap/emo/cute/overcrowding look.

Nail polish used:

- OPI Black Onyx

- OPI Koala Bear-y

- OPI Alpine Snow

- Maybelline Wet Shine Diamond in Clear Cut Diamond (420)

- Kit Chalk It Up in Pink

Hehehe I’m a real OPI fan and I love their nail polishes cause they’re very long lasting and most colours are very nice. They’re slightly pricey cause of their brand and quality. A 15ml is AUD$19.95 from David Jones and RM57 in Malaysia!

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Anyway, I guess I’m gonna go shower now.

YES I’M GONNA SHAMPOO MY HAIR xD

Updated after shower:

Dunno why but suddenly feel like everyone is getting engaged/married @.@

No, I’m not hinting anything Ken!

Jessie, my primary school friend got engaged.

My cousin is getting married in Jan 2010.

Whiteney just got engaged.

Teehee. I think maybe I’m really growing up. Seeing all these things happen to people somehow gives me this really warm and nice feeling. Like “aww so happy to see them all finding happiness” that kind of thing.

So all the best to all engaged/married or soon to be engaged/married couples (:

And it’s freezingggggg out there!

It should be around 8 degrees min and 18 degrees max tmr. Ooh winter is here.

Minus the beach, the super hot bikini, air con.

Now it’s the warm scarfs, heater, big woolly jumpers and of course warm cuddly hugs~

Since it’s so cold these days, I bought a new bed for Leo. Cause the other day, I was at K Mart with Ken and this 9.95 bucks pet bed caught my eyes. The material is very soft and it looks really comfy. So I thought I would buy it for Leo so he can keep really warm at night (:

At first, he refused to go near it. Cause he’s really small and short. He’s a timid dog too! Whenever he see something big, he would keep away. So I almost gave him a heart attack placing that so-called “big thing” on his little sleeping corner. LOL. I had to carry him there and put him on the bed and make him lie down until he is comfortable.

Also took the blankets and stuff that he slept with before there so it feels more familiar.

(:

And NOW, he refuses to get off the bed cause it’s so warm and comfy there. Hehehe. Silly dog.

Today, he was pulling blankets off the bed. There’s 3 clothings there. 2 t-shirts and 1 blanket. When he move those stuff, he will be like biting them off the bed and pulling them towards his “destination”. Then he would run back and bite another piece, like a typical dog lah.

So in the middle of his act, I caught him trying to move his little blanket. I didn’t know what he wanted to do but I don’t encourage him to move his stuff around. So I moved all his stuff back! LOL.

In the end, I still don’t know what he wants. But I’m pretty sure wherever he’s moving/migrating to, he wants his comfy bed to be there!

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I went for a haircut today.

Just the usual. Trimming.

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You guys probably can’t see much differences but it’s definitely thinner and alot lighter on my head!!

Intending to grow my hair back~

Ooooh I miss my long hair ^^

Keep warm everyone! ((((: