I know I haven’t been blogging again… for a while and I sincerely apologise for my lovely friends who comes back regularly to check for updates.
Well, I’ve been dealing with a few little kids lately and it really brings me back to my childhood life. I never remembered much as a kid but old photographs really makes me feel like I have grown up alot.
When I was a little girl, my mom would dress me up with pretty red and white polka dot dresses and bring me out to places like shopping centres, my relatives’ houses, playgrounds and swimming pools. The cute part is that she loves taking photos of me everywhere I go which I really appreciate at my age now cause it’s fun to look back. I’m constantly reminded of how much I need to cherish my youth now.
Now that I’m 19 (turning 20), my mom would always complain that she is getting old. She even asked me what I would do one day if she was gone… then I suddenly realised how much time goes by. When I look at my old photographs, I’ve always looked at how young and adorable I was, but I’ve never looked at how young my mom used to look and how much weight she has put on just for us (me and my 2 sis) now.
Anyway, let’s just get off the sedimental topic…
I worked every Thursdays at my mom’s shop at the moment and there was about 1 month every Thursday that Melody would come and visit me. She’s a adorable little girl who I will not forget.
That’s Melody hiding behind my camera case (=

She was a little girl that never fails to make my mom and I laugh. However, she won’t be able to come back to our shop as often as we would love her to anymore cause her mom have just given birth to another adorable baby and is going to be at home babysitting her two kids.
I will always miss this cute girl (=
Another little girl, Christine, is currently staying at my house. She is here on holiday with her parents and grandfather. She will be leaving Perth tomorrow. She kinda “hated” Leo cause she’s scared of him.. hehe. She has beautiful eyes and a cute voice… which is a bit loud sometimes.
The last time I went to Malaysia to visit, she was a very little baby.
Fragile and small.

And she can now walk ^^
It’s cute how she can be grumpy for one minute…

And then totally happy and hi-5-ing me the next minute =DD

Reminds me of the S.H.E song, 美丽新世界
quoted lyrics: 应该学习婴儿在宽容一点 哭过就忘了
It gives me that funny feeling how I’m watching someone grow up like how my parents, aunties and uncles used to watch me grow up.
Sometimes, when you hang out with too much little kids, you’ll start to act like little kids too.. LOL

For that I know, it’s not easy being a parent, guardian, adult. But there is this joyous feeling of watching a kid grow up and being grown up yourself. Whether they are your little cousins, your little nieces or nephews or even your own little kids.
Hitting the 20 soon will mark the end of my teenage years. From me being a little toddler to now seemed like a long long road. Yet, there’s such a longer road ahead of me. Exciting and scary. I will be looking forward to being excited and scared. In years to come, it will soon be my turn to watch the lives of other little kids, just like Christine’s.
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To end this entry, I would like to congratulate my cousin in Singapore for his wedding in upcoming January! For that, I will be excited to watch your kids grow up and be an auntie (=