Back to uni tomorrow!!
Whenever it comes to the end of each holiday, I would start to get serious and think about my goal for the semester. It becomes quite hard to get to sleep when that happens. It’s either I’m too excited to go back to uni, or I’m just too worried about the difficulties of each unit I have for the semester.
Anyway, I got a very shitty timetable this semester. I have 2 8am starts, very long breaks and 2 6pm ends throughout the week and you know what? I go to uni 5 days a week. Zzz.
Sad lah…
I will soon be able to slim down walking around in uni, eating Guild’s pasta or thai green curry every week, taking public transport and killing many many brain cells.
Gonna be working hard this semester?
I wish, I hope, I want, I NEED!
Failing is not an option anymore… or else I will be prepared to be skinned alive by my mommy.
Despite the stress, it is still good to be back in uni.
Especially walking down this corridor… LOCKERS!
明天要乖乖的回大学了！
-x-
Few days ago, I meet a friend on the bus while heading to uni for orientation. It was nice to chat with her. Well, this is some sort of my little thoughts and feelings inside. I used to have a bunch of friends whom I tried to cherish. But throughout the time I was with them, I could never be someone I wanted to be. That is because they are too competitive, too outspoken, too confident?
The chat with that friend was very short, but had made me realised something - I never had them as friends… or rather they were never my friends. Perhaps, some of them were at certain times (yes, there are some who were very very nice to me) but things have changed. I cannot trust any of them anymore just because they doesn’t know the definition of “true friends”.
You boyfriend is your best friend. I agree with that friend of mine. But I am lucky I do have true friends around me. I’m glad I’ve been through that stage of life… and come so far here. Although not far enough, but I’m glad. Life can only be completed with friends.
