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and what? I’m sitting here blogging?!

No… of course not! Thou shall not give in to boredom. ANYWAY, I think this has became like a tradition or something. For the last few days of new year, you blog about your overall experience that year then your new expectations for the following year. Sigh, every year is the same. It’s just that you grow a little older and wiser (maybe). But this year, I have proudly taught myself something. To use 心 to feel and do everything. Who cares if you’ve made the wrong decision? Who cares if others look at you differently? You learn from your mistakes and that’s what important.

Is that all? Well… I don’t know. But 2007 gave me lots of learning experiences. From suceeding to failing to falling to arguing to loving to laughing to every possible expressions. But the highlight of the year is me turning 18. For me, it isn’t such a big deal. Because after all, it’s just another day. But perhaps, to others it means that I have grown out of my teens and preparing for adulthood (in which I’m not sure I’m ready for). Of cause, they would have thought that I’m more mature and an take good care of myself now.

So 2008 is coming. 2008 signifies my 2nd year of uni life, “growing older”, since again learning how to be independent and keeping close bonds with my friends. I really hope that there won’t be too much up and down next year. Although a challenge is great, but I want to learn to pay attention, live my own life and pursue what I want in life - so I hope everything will go smoothly. Emotionally, hopefully that I will learn to be less sensitive, learn to respect, forgive and forget.

With the last few words for 2007 on reeny.net, I wish all my readers a happy new year.

I’m a busy bubbly bee

Yes, I am. Haven’t stopped going out ever since I reached Singapore.

Today is actually quite a nice day cause it’s rather peaceful. Don’t know why but I guess I just like walking around without having too much stuff on my head. I shall just briefly go through what I did today. First of all, went down to Jurong to change money then eat lunch. Then go off to vivo city. Didn’t get disappointed cause I get to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks today! Ysd, I went to Bugis and Plaza Sing but they said that that movie is not showing anymore. Quite disappointing at that time. But since I got to watch it today, it was all good la.

After the movie, went and look at some scenery. Sigh, if I can store my pictures in the computer, I would have posted some. But sadly, I can’t! Time goes by so fast. After sitting there for so long, decided to go back home. Anyway, there was 2 person that really hate me today. Lol.

Scenerio 1:

*Asks for white eyeliner*

Sales Girl: White eyeliner is not nice leh…

Me: Hmm… okay. So you have or not?

Sales Girl: Yeh, here *shows me white eyeliner*

Me: Do you have those ones that you can sharpen?

Sales Girl: Huh… nowadays no one buy sharpen ones liao.

Me: Okay.

Walks out with this face =.=

Scenerio 2:

@ Hawker centre

*Me being blind looks and see if there’s Green tea*

Lady: Xiao Mei, what you want quickly tell me.

Me: Do you have green tea?

Lady: Yeh.

Me: Orh. Can I have that?

Lady: Wo Ke Yi Jiang Bu Ke Yi Ma? (Can I say you can’t?)

Me: =\

…

Yeh. Don’t know why. Kinda weird. Maybe I have a weird evil look bah =\

Anyway, new year eve is coming up. Don’t know what to do. See how it goes bah.

Hope everyone had a nice Christmas this year

to say Merry Christmas to all my dear readers

Nothing much to say today. These few days was gone in just a blink of an eye. So fast that I don’t even know what else I can write here anymore. Kinda sad.

Christmas eve went like this…

First of all, all of us walked around buying some stuff… I only got a grape mentos for Ken since it’s his favourite. Was looking for a hat for Nicole but nothing nice. We also walked around the whole day deciding what to eat. Finally we all decided to have Fish and Co. The queue was long so we decided to sit outside awaiting for one of the worker in there to shout ‘Corny!’ for us to go in (one of the guy’s name). So I sat there listening to my iPod, enjoying the breeze and looking at the moon hiding behind the trees. After being called in, we sat ourselves down. The ambience there was quite nice. There was people singing Christmas songs. So we just ate and listen to those songs. After 10pm, everyone was a bit high. Hehe.

Well, didn’t actually count down in the end cause there was a few conflicts going on just before Christmas. All we did was stand in the middle of Carrefour and said Merry Christmas to each other, shaking hands. But overall, the “countdown” was quite nice. When there was only 3 of us left, we sat at the MRT station, chatted and chilled. Then went home.

Walking home was quite a peaceful thing. Haha. So when I got home, I smsed Ken and told him that I was already home. So he called me and chatted for a while. After that, I showered and went to bed. It was 3am on a Christmas night when I went off to bed. Peaceful and quiet. Just the way I like it.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Today is Christmas eve.

But lotsa things has been happening. Last night, I’ve finally got the courage to say something. Especially after receiving that sms. I felt so bad. But I’m not sure yet. Is it really my choice? Or I really have no control over what is going to happen? Everyone around me can tell… there is no need to hide.

Anyway, will be going out late afternoon. Go out for a big feast and then counting down. I will try to get this problem out of my mind. Because I’m scared of changes. Especially when nothing else have changed… but me.

I hope that this Christmas eve celebration will bring me to the answer and tell me what I should do.

Yesterday, I’ve finally got the chance to go and enjoy the christmas atmosphere. The meaning of Christmas to me has never actually been so important before. But this year, it just seems like it’s an occasion where I should be having fun. Especially with giving and receving love to the people around me.

My day started off with a late morning. Woke up at around 11am. Went out and met up with my cousin for a tiny shopping spree where I bought a new bracelet from 77th Street. Starting to love it to bits! Hehe. Anyway, she bought 2 tops and went off to dye her hair. As for me, I went off to meet Fredric and his other friends which I’ve also met the last time I came to Singapore.

We walked around from Somerset until Orchard. From shopping centres to shopping centres. It was fun just walking around, watching the smiles on people’s face (except for one) and how they are enjoying their little christmas spree. Had Japanese food for dinner. We (7 of us) ended up booking this room… to watch DVD! Lol. For the whole 3 hours, we watched scary movies >.< My least favourite. Anyway, poor Fredric who was sitting beside me got his sleeve all crinkled thanks to me. LOL. I was half watching “The Wig” and half bitting my nails as well. And throughout the movie, being told not to bite my pretty nails

When we got out, it was already dark. So it was time to go and look at the Christmas “lightning” (personal joke). I bought a necklace as well Happy even though I bought it myself. Christmas lightings this year was different in my eyes because the last time I saw them was 5 years ago. Hence this year it felt very different just looking at them. Suddenly felt like I should come back every year for Christmas. Lol. Cause spending Christmas here makes me feel so welcomed and warm.

NYDC was our next desintation and also sadly our last. By then, there was only the 4 of us left. We sit there eating brownies and joking about how we use napkins which was quite funny. But after all the sugar, I got a bit hyper. Too bad, it was time to go home.

On the last MRT to Ang Mo Kio, I sat there. Chatting after some stuff that actually came directly from my heart. Never really expected myself to say such a thing even though I don’t really know her that well. But it was a nice and relaxing chat.

Walking home marks the end of the day. Reached home safety. That night, I dreamed of my leg growing digusting hair =\ I think it was because of the scary movie we watched =.=

So my day ends like that. Woke up this morning still missing the day. Christmas is on Tuesday! Hope it’s going to be a nice day for everyone.

Feel blessed for what you’ve received now.