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Ok, I’m quite tired now so I’ll make this a short one.

Well, uni officially starts today and I don’t know why I’m making such a big deal out of it cause it’s only uni. Well, honestly, I’m not liking it that much. It’s hard being first years and finding buildings, rooms and FRIENDS. Although, I did kinda made some new friends along the way, but the first day is just so confusing.

I had 3 hour break today where I went and eat with Vanessa, take a bloodtest and met up with Ken. Stuff like that. Uni like is like, time come back! Or… time move faster! I don’t know how to describe it. Just I got home today and I enjoyed it.

Ok, nothing much to say. I think I’ll leave it here. Kinda tired and everything. Blog more next time

You need a title for everything. I sat here for quite a long time thinking about how to title this entry because I have no idea what I want or am going to write about… which is quite sad. When I was still with Blogspot, I tend to leave out titles for almost all of my blog entries. Now, when I look back to my blog entries, they have weird random numbered titles on them. Special blog entries are just not special anymore. Because they have no titles. I guess you gotta give a title to everything in life to keep them in position and the place you want them to belong. Just like from normal things such as blog entries and reports to more important things like names and marriage.
Now, I know. I need titles for everything. So I won’t simply leave them out as if they’re nothing. Something with a name is better than something that’s unnamed and meaningless, I guess.

Anyway, enough of me going on about titles. Just this random thing in my head to start off the blog entry.

Recently, I have all these weird dreams… They’re just so weird. I think it’s just me and my stress management. Like I hear things that upsets me or make me feel angry, my mood goes all funny. Like people say, ‘Never go to bed being angry.’ And maybe that’s the “effect” of going to bed feeling angry, unsecured or unhappy. I can’t really say I’m not happy with my life at the moment, but there are times where you just feel crap. Life’s so full of ups and downs. It’s so weird though. I just can’t feel that excitement anymore. Cause I’m not even looking forward to what is going to happen next. Then suddenly, I wished time will go slower. So I can daydream a bit more. So I can lay there and think about what is happening. This whole feeling inside me, just weird. I don’t even know what’s happening to me.

I believe that this feeling will go away real soon - I hope. Cause now I’ve realised that I’m starting to accept some facts. Maybe not accept, but stop thinking about things for a while. I do think but I guess I just refuse to believe it. I’m not running away but I’m just trying to stop there. Maybe I will never accept some truths in life but what I do know is that some things are just not preventable. You can never stop it - because it’s not just you. Because the world doesn’t evolve around you and you can’t just simply tell time to stop when you want it to. When you feel tired and need a rest, time will just pass you by and maybe other things as well. You need a good chance and the right time. So life goes on and on… what will stop for you.

>.<

I hate it when I go so deep and dig everything out from my heart - I hope I don’t sound very emo above.

I better stop scaring people so I will stop here for today. Need more inspiration on blogging? Maybe.

Ooohhhhhh Crap :\

Actually for me, uni starts officially on Wednesday. I haven’t really checked my timetable so I’m quite clueless about where to go, what to do, what to bring. Funny, cause uni is so close ahead and I’m just sitting here, letting time pass me by while I half panicked and wondered how uni is like.

Anyway, yesterday was quite a long day. I actually slept late. Woke up at around 10-ish. Mom and Dad came home at around 12 while I got changed and everything, waiting to go out. Got really excited to see Ken but I couldn’t go early cause he was working. So I waited until 12.45pm to leave the house. Got to his workplace just at 1pm. Hehe. Yays! Finally got to see him

We went to pick Wan Tat up from his house and then to the Cockburn ice skating rink. Hehe, I was quite excited cause I’ve never actually been ice skating before. Apart from been to the outside of ice skating rink during my Singapore visit two years ago. Anyway, when we got there, I could feel that I’m gonna be frozen cause I didn’t have a jacket with me >.< I stepped into the ice skating rink. The feeling was basically the same as roller skating but different. Haha. Luckily, I stole Andu’s jacket and I have Ken and Shan there to teach me how to skate. But I was sux - although I didn’t fall over

I should say overall it was a great experience since I’ve never ice skate before. It’s always nice to try something new even though you might not be good at it xD It was fun. And everyone else is sooo pro!

After that, we headed over to Raymond’s house. We all hung around doing different things. The guys played table tennis and mahjong while the girls.. and Matt played DDR and singstar xD Pretty fun but I find that some ppls are so pro at it! Also met some awesome peoples who I kinda met before but never really talked them. Peoples like Jane, Deb, Matt and Andrew. But Hui couldn’t come Missed ya Hui!!

Went home at 9-ish pm. Sent Wan Tat home and Ken came over for a while. Siong’s Dad was over xD

They both went home not long after. Then I went to sleeeep.

Recently, I kept on having weird dreams… maybe it’s because I sleep with double pillows now or something. But I find that it’s hard to sleep with one pillow now. Or maybe it’s the weather. Sighs, don’t really like those dreams. So unreal and makes me scared and stress. But we can protect me in my dreams? No one. Haha.
HUGS* Missing my Hunnybear

I have been using the laptop for quite a lot now. I’ve already blogged in the morning and now I’m blogging again. Lately, I have been mostly blogging about my feelings and thoughts. I shall update about what I have been up to lately xD

Monday this week marks the start of Orientation week which I was quite nervous about. Luckily, Ken came with me on Monday to uni so he could bring me around and stuff. Yays We walked around heaps and met up with his friend from high school. We also saw some other peoples. He came to my Human Biology lecture with me as well. He was actually quite busy that day making phone calls but I was really cool with it. At least I got to sit there with him and I guess mentally support him. I’ll be right here for you Hunnybear!

On Tuesday, I also went to uni but on my own this time. I went for the Medical Laboratory and Measurements Laboratory Sciences unit orientation. It wasn’t as fun as I thought because I was on my own and everything around me just seems so unfamiliar and weird. I kinda spoke to this girl called Sheena cause she sat beside me. Gwen was late. Everything was just… so unorganised. I went home by myself after. That night, I went over to Ken’s house for his business presentation. It wasn’t a “fun” thing because it was like all serious. Which made me feel weird once again. So I had a pretty serious day. That tired me out so much that I went straight to bed as soon as I got home.

I had no uni on Wednesday so I woke up really late. My house was empty except for me and my Dad as Mom went to work and my sisters were at school. Everything was weird - once again - cause I was never really home on a weekday. I kinda thought I’ll have a day off, relaxing at home but I ended up going to the city with Ken. I guess it was nice of him to offer me to go along with him so I won’t get left out. Thanks Hunnybear, I really appreciate. Then, I started camwhoring for some reason…

I wasn’t feeling that well on the train, I remembered. I was having a bit of a headache but it was nice just sitting beside Ken. We got there and went to banks to get things done. After that, we went to Utopia for bubble tea. Suddenly, I find that my surroundings are really loud. Music, people talking and laughing and all that. It’s like woah. Suddenly just hit me. We sat down for bubble tea and chatted for a bit waiting for people to come find us. But looks like no one did. Lol. So we went down to Taka to look for Nat, Belz, Arnina and others. Soon after, they decided to go shopping. As for me who has just banked in money thought I shouldn’t be spending much money, so I didn’t go with them. Me and Ken went down to Pot Black and waited for Raymond. I wasn’t bored, really. I guess it’s okay just sitting around enjoying the air cond place and watching the guys battle out with their pool skills. It gets interesting. Haha. Plus with that dream I had the night before just drifting around in my head, I was in more of a daydream mode.

Then Ken came over to my place to take a rest and spend some time with me I suppose. He need to have some food before picking Julian up for his business thing that night so I offered to cook for him. Of course, he commented alot on my cooking skills but hey, he still finished his noodles. The bowl was almost empty - only soup left. Hehe. But I was glad, cause I could at least do something for you now. I don’t want to stand around and not be able to do anything for you Then Ken got changed into his… business suit? Haha, look so cute and handsome! Really la. Take a look.

See! I told you. So cute!! BUT cheeky, cute, handsome and funny Ken is mine *evils*

Then he went off to jia you again For the rest of the night, I just showered, ate, went on the net and sleeeeeep.

This morning, I woke up at around 10 ish. I didn’t think I do much. Just ate breakfast, went on the net and crave for KFC xD Ok, I am STILL craving for KFC. Lol! I then called Dad to come back so he can take me to uni. So he came home and drove me to uni. How lucky. I went and was really early for unit orientation plus the lecturer was late xD But I met this girl there. Her name is Nicole and seems pretty awesome. I remembered her cause she asked me for directions on Tuesday. So I went and sat with her since she was by herself. So we chatted and hang out for the rest of the day at uni. She knows her way around better than me so I was lucky. I also got my Human Biology workbook and license. Haha, the license turned out to be a tiny as sticker. And guess what? A sticker for 10 bucks! So I kindly sticked it at the back of my Student ID. Funny thing today: We walked into the wrong orientation. I went all the way to the front to get a sheet and I was too busy getting them and didn’t look at the content. Turned out we went to the wrong orientation. The sheet is like about lawyer and stuff. I think it’s a proper lecture :S Embarrassed, some students started walking out of the lecture threater and find our right room. After the Chemistry Orientation, me and Nicole took 99 to Oat Street. She took the Cannington train home while I took the Thornlie one. Then Mom and Dad picked me up from the train station

So xin fu. LOL. Went home. Ate cause I was really hungry and then showered. Haha, still craving for KFC. Then we got an unexpected visit from a couple. They brought their two kids around. Sooo cute!!! Hehe…

This is their oldest kid. He looks so cute with that shirt. Haha. It has a little tie on it which reminds me of Ken’s business suit. Aww, how would that look with Ken standing next to him. Hehehehe…

Their youngest kid. Haha, Mom looked like she hasn’t carry babies for so long. So she happily carried and played with the baby xD

Lol. Then they left. But left us with some Ang Baos But then again, the visit was quite enjoyable. Get to play with little kids. They are soooo cute! Next time, little kids that are not naughty are more than welcome to visit my house. Hehe, anytime xD

So they made my day. Hehe.

P/S No Chemistry Practical on Monday!!!

P/P/S But need to go uni and get textbooks anyway…

P/P/P/S But I get to see my Hunnybear

I don’t know why but for the last few days, I have been feeling really stress out about things. Esp ever since uni orientation and knowing all these things I have to organise myself, I’m getting really stressed out and can’t sleep well at night. My time is so weird now cause I sleep and wake up early cause I rush myself to do all these things but I can’t even do them yet.

I know it’s really bad and I’m probably not the only one feeling this way… As the official start of uni is drawing closer and closer, I’m getting more and more frightened. All those lectures, tutorials and practicals are stirring me up and confusing me heaps. Need to get organised - NEED A HOMEWORK DIARY!

Same with money issue. The uni books are soooo expensive! I banked in money yesterday and I’m not even sure if I need to use them today. Hate to tell my mom about money and uni books cause she’s ask me to get second hand BUT I’m clueless about where and how to get it in such a short period of time ok?

Sighs… I’m so bad at this. I hope that everything will turn out okay as uni starts. Hope I’ll meet more friends and turn to advice for them for lectures and books. So anti-social…

Still have unit orientation at 2 today and it’s going to 12 now. My dad is like NOT home. :\ so i have to hope that he comes home and everything.

No wonder I’m having headaches and sleepless nights lately…