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Bad day bad day bad bad day.

Can my day gets any worse? I hope so. I don’t think so.

Anyway, for the song. I suggest that you go to “View” on the top of the explorer. Under “Encoding”, click on “Unicode”. Don’t be lazy!
And I have included the PinYin as well, knowing that some can’t read many Chinese words. Anyway, here you go.

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分手
Fen Shou

女:
当你不再握着我的手
Dang Ni Bu Zai Wo Zhe Wo De Shou
天空好像慢慢离我而去
Tian Kong Hao Xiang Man Man Le Wo Er Qu
不再那么靠近
Bu Zai Na Mo Kao Jing
如果我们的爱到最后
Ru Guo Wo Men De Ai Dao Zui Hou
我会不会慢慢的放开手
Wo Hui Bu Hui Man Man De Fang Kai Shou
不想现在决定
Bu Xiang Xian Zai Jue Ding

男:
没有你握着我的时候
Mei You Ni Wo Zhe Wo De Shi Hou
世界好像渐渐手足无措
Shi Jie Hao Xiang Jian Jian Shou Zu Wu Cuo
没有那么温柔
Mei You Na Mo Wen Rou
如果我们的爱情消失
Ru Guo Wo Men De Ai Qing Xiao Shi
你会不会默默的向前走
Ni Hui Bu Hui Mo Mo De Xiang Qian Zou
不会再次回头
Bu Hui Zai Ci Hui Tou

合:
我知道你不会难过
Bu Zhi Dao Ni Bu Hui Nan Guo
因为这次分手会是个解脱
Yin Wei Zhe Ci Fen Shou Shi Ge Jie Tuo
但我不想这样放手
Dan Wo Bu Xiang Zhe Yang Fang Shou
对你对我来说都不会好过
Dui Ni Dui Wo Lai Shuo Dou Bu Hui Hao Guo
这段感情过期之后
Zhe Duan Gan Qing Guo Xi Zhi Huo
再重新只会变得淡淡无味
Zai Chong Xin Zhi Hui Bian De Dan Dan Wu Wei
不需要回头看过去
Bu Xu Yao Hui Tou Kan Guo Qu
我们曾有的爱情无比珍贵
Wo Men Ceng You De Ai Qing Wu Bu Zheng Gui

男:
没有你握着我的时候
Mei You Ni Wo Zhe Wo De Shi Hou
世界好像渐渐手足无措(女:我却手足无措*High*)
Shi Jie Hao Xiang Jian Jian Shou Zu Wu Cuo (Wo Que Shou Zu Wu Cuo *High*)
没有那么温柔
Mei You Na Mo Wen Ruo
如果我们的爱情消失
Ru Guo Wo Men De Ai Qing Xiao Shi
你会不会默默的向前走(女:我会向前走)
Ni Hui Bu Hui Mo Mo De Xiang Qian Zou (Wo Hui Xiang Qian Zou)
不会再次回头

合:
我不会回头看过去
Wo Hui Bu Hui Hui Tou Kan Guo Qu
你也不要忘记爱情的珍贵
Ni Ye Bu Yao Wang Ji Ai Jing De Zheng Gui

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List of Bad Luck’s

1) Ran out of credit - i thought i had my freaking free calls. Optus lied to me.

2) Called up optus. They made me listen to this whole crap of music and i had 30 mins left to get ready for school.

3) Girl operation 1 hung up on me - maybe becuz she was too lazy to speak to me cuz i was upset abt not having credit when im meant to.

4) Guy operation 2 got pissed off and asked if i understood English. he fully had a fight with me on the fone, leaving me saying. “well u know wad? customer service is bullshit.’ and he replied me with a pissed off “customer service is not bullshit.” - i hung up on him

5) I got so pissed i started crying my ass off and totally forgot about school. So i had to clean up and leave home for school while cath complains that she had to be at school at a certain time - in 5 mins

6) I forgot to bring my English books to school

7) I forgot to bring my house keys to school. My mom had to go to the doctors and so she couldnt pick me up

I didnt even get to eat breakfast. Ended up having a bad tummyache attack during the first 2 periods.

9) I had extra classes for dance.

10) Ken said he would pick me up from school since my mom couldnt. But his dad stopped him.

11) I ended up walking home in the heat.

12) I almost got ran over.

13) I waited for almost 30 mins for my Mom to reach home so I can get into the damn house.

Yup. That’s it. I would write more today. But I have more to worry about myself. All I can say is…

An action of yours can simply reflects the way people look at you.

As much as I would believe someone would/would not do such a thing, they have. I won’t say any further. But somehow, I feel disappointed. For some reason, there are things that I see as sad. Not something too interesting. I guess it’s all about life. You need to face it. Although I might not have been part of it. But it makes me think.

On the bright side, I have given out some nice advices today. For the people who are troubled with certain things, I hope everything goes well.

Maybe the way of life is much more than just breathing, eating and sleeping…

I haven’t written songs for a long time…

I think for almost more than a year?

1) No inspiration
2) No time

Today, I present you with a brand new song me and Andu wrote. It took us about 2 hours? Hope you all enjoy it. However, I have to warn you that it is very emo. The title tells everything. Haha, but that will not be assoicated with me ok? I’m perfectly fine with my relationship now. In fact, I’m very happy. That’s all I need to clarify.

The song title is called…

分手

It is a duet - you will see from the song.

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女:
当你不再握着我的手
天空好像慢慢离我而去
不再那么靠近
如果我们的爱到最后
我会不会慢慢的放开手
不想现在决定

男:
没有你握着我的时候
世界好像渐渐手足无措
没有那么温柔
如果我们的爱情消失
你会不会默默的向前走
不会再次回头

合:
我知道你不会难过
因为这次分手会是个解脱
但我不想这样放手
对你对我来说都不会好过
这段感情过期之后
再重新只会变得淡淡无味
不需要回头看过去
我们曾有的爱情无比珍贵

男:
没有你握着我的时候
世界好像渐渐手足无措(女:我却手足无措*High*)
没有那么温柔
如果我们的爱情消失
你会不会默默的向前走(女:我会向前走)
不会再次回头

合:
我不会回头看过去
你也不要忘记爱情的珍贵

(Copyright)
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Thanks Andu for writing this song as well. Good work (:

I just have to clarify something else. If you are a passerby and you saw this lyrics and want to use it for purpose, please email me: irenelee89@hotmail.com

Please please please don’t let me see any more chain letter incidents… =

Anyway, hehe. I was looking through some pictures just now and I’ve decided to compile this pics of me. I call it self-obession. LOL. Actually, some pictures are funny.

LOL.

And and and.

My haircut. I haven’t posted a pic of that…

Hehehe. Feeling happy now?

Good.

@ Ken - I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

@ Andu - Thanks for helping with that song (:

@ Joy - Hehe. Thanks for dropping by.

@ Shan - Hi (: Yer. I’m back to normal now. Wahaha. No more emo me for today.

I’m lazy.
I’m lazy.
I’m lazy.

I’m so… emo today.

This few days, I’ve been having terrible mood swings. It’s just me I suppose. Too many things happening at one time. And watching it happen just makes me want to cry. Want to go to sleep for 1 week. One whole week. Like hibernating. Then when I wake up, everything will be back into place. Or.. maybe not?

Don’t know if I’m going to continue being like that or stop soon enough. I know it’s not good for me especially when it’s so close to the TEE. But I can’t help it. Like sometimes, I just started tearing for no reason - maybe for a reason. But it’s just that sensitive side of you that will force all your tears out. And you can’t hold it back. It’s no good for me.

Maybe I’m getting too demanding… demanding for more and more every time.
But I just need to loosen things up a bit and let it run free more. Why do I have to hold on so tight… that will just create the reverse effect. I think that will happen one day if I keep on doing that.

Ok, I’m saying too much. Just ignore me. You know it doesn’t refer to anything - I’m just… thinking too much.

It’s Friday.

Should be feeling excited? But.. just feel that the atmosphere is a bit plain and dull. No idea why. Nothing to cheer me up for the moment. It’s kinda sad…

What should I say? Nothing much I could say I suppose.

Actually I have been hoping - for a long long time - that school will end for me soon. But now that I think about it, I really feel empty without school. But being at school just makes me feel so sad nowadays. Because I have no conversation between most of the people I sit with. My conversations are boring as hell and when they’re having their so-called ‘girl-talk’, it’s about clothes, shopping or guys. Seriously, do you have anything else to say besides those? I don’t think that’s so much of me. For me, a proper conversation means something interesting and funny and less of seriousness and repetition. Nothing flattening I should say.

And once I get home, I just feel like hiding in my small room, doing whatever. Wanted to talk to someone about my day but I thought it would be just pointless because there is nothing worth talking about since my day is only filled with surrounded conversations of clothes, shopping and guys. Gee? It’s way interesting that I think the people listening to me will simply fall asleep.

And where is Ken……..

I haven’t talked to him properly for days. I wonder how he’s doing at his new house. If I could talk to him yesterday instead of going out, I should’ve? =
Well, basically my life at the moment is that. I hope Chinese class will cheer me up tomorrow. Cause I will reveal my new haircut which would make people gasps and go, ‘OMG IRENE!’ Or maybe… no one would notice and I will just carry on with my normal Saturday with my friends.

Speaking of Chinese class…

HOMEWORK.

I word.

Shit =\

I was going to say…

DIE YOU DAMN *BEEP* BLUE SHIRTS! YOU ARE SO IRRESPONSIBLE, SO RUDE AND SO STUPID. I WILL HATE YOU FOREVER AND I HOPE YOU GET *BEEP* FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IN HIGH SCHOOL. IF YOU DARE DO THE SAME THING TO ME AGAIN TOMORROW, YOU WILL DIE. YOU WILL BE SEEN LYING ON THE GROUND AND CRYING YOUR LUNGS OFF FOR HELP. YOU WILL BE HIT BY MY CHUNKY CHEMISTRY BOOK. YOU WILL BE KICK DOWN THERE. YOU WILL SUSPENDED. YOU WILL NOT BE TOLARATED.

Ok…

YOU *BEEP*.
*BEEP*
*BEEP*
*BEEP*

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Sorry guys, this is an entry full of anger. You will see the extremely angry Irene today. The very evil side. So before you read any further, please leave this place and come back a few days later for more entries. Thank you.

YOU BLUE SHIRTS. I SWEAR TOMORROW IF YOU DO THAT AGAIN, I WILL NOT LET YOU LIVE.

*Deep breaths*

You know, I have putting up with those shit heads every day at school and I HAD ENOUGH. ENOUGH. That’s it. I’m not getting anymore. You idiots! Everyday, I have to go to school and see those blue shirts. They run up and down the school, screaming and shouting like the school is their freaking house. They treat the senior students with no respect whatsoever. I can understand why Andy and Michael have to bash them up everytime they see them now. Cause I can’t stand them either any longer! They are such piece of shit that I think I am going to blow up very soon. Right now, I just feel like kicking that guy so that he would run away everytime he sees me and his face will be filled with fear everytime he sees me.

GAH!

I’m out of control now!
I really can’t stand this school anymore! Where the heck is the educational purposes gone? Why are there such shit people in our school? Why the hell!!! I just don’t get it! I really can’t stand them. Why do I have to be the one that has to put up with all these? Is it become I’m small? Issit because I look funny when I’m angry at people? Well if that’s the case, laugh at me all you want. I really don’t care anymore. This thing is driving me crazy.

Am I really so weak that I can’t even scream at a damn small people properly? I wished I wasn’t that nice sometimes. I wished Louise wouldn’t say, “Don’t try to tell them off. You just make me wanna laugh.”

What does that do? Add to the embarassment? Seriously, am I that embarassing? Or is she trying to be more surperior than me? Why did I shut up? Why didn’t I talk back to her? Thinking about it, why didn’t I talk back to her when she said my voice was annoying? Why didn’t i? Issit because I’m simply too weak?

All these mocking… all these things happening. It always has to be me. Just because I’m smaller than normal people. Just because I’m short. THAT DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN BULLY ME OR INSULT ME LIKE THAT.

Nice… or evil?