Waiting
There are some things where you just can’t have it all. You gotta learn to live with and that’s that.
Is that me, or is it that there is something new I will be learning each day? Haha, indeed I have. Now, a day without talking to Ken completely (exception of a few sms) is… weird. Maybe I’m going crazy. Or I already have. Cause I’m calm - for once.
I have been trying to adjust that ‘clumsy’ mode, you see. Trying to calm myself down a bit so I can make less mistakes. Hence, break less stuff in Chemistry. Well, I didn’t break anything in Chemistry today. But I can tell you there are a few occasions where I almost did - as usual.
Arhhh… where has my blogging ability gone again?
Found a really nice song in one of my cds today. Well, it’s weird how sometimes you listen to an old song that you used to listen to… and you get a totally different feeling… you know. Those feelings. Like your life now is shaped with all the things around you and your feelings and thoughts to a song is not the same anymore. Well, at least when I listened to that song, I had a different feel to it. First thing that came into my mind is, of course, Ken. Then, I realised that the song title is called ‘Waiting.’ Wow, that feeling is so… weird. Like waiting.
I’m sure you people had some sort of experience about waiting, right? No matter it’s waiting for the bus, the train, someone, something. Like when you sit there just waiting by yourself. You feel that the time goes slower. The world around you feels so small and insignificant. All you’re doing is waiting and waiting. I had that sort of feeling of waiting. Perhaps I was waiting for time to pass by sooner. Or I’m waiting for the weekends to approach. But at that point of time, the waiting is just so slow… so weird… so come-on-hurry-up. It felt that even my breathing is going slow… everything is so slow. Like wow, what the hell is going on? It’s amazing. How a song can make you feel that way - don’t worry Irene’s not on drugs or medicine. xD
Anyway, more about the song. It’s ‘Waiting’ by BoA. Well, yeah. A korean song. It’s slow and very nice. It’s one of the theme songs from the series ‘MVP Valentines’ which Irene was obsessed with 2 years ago - mind you, I watched the series in total 6 times. Now, I’m not obsessed with it anymore. But I still have to admit that it’s a nice show. However, I’m starting to like that song and I’m so tempted to learn it. Irene? Learning korean song? Narrr… can’t make it. Uh huh, you think so? Well, we’ll see then.
Ken’s working till 10pm tonight - thursday shopping night. =
Missing him… but he’s working so I can’t possibly msg him now. Even if I did, he can’t read it anyway. Probably have to wait till he finishes work.
Well, I’ll have to go to sleep soon. 2 more days. Friday tomorrow. So I guess I’ll have to speak to him tomorrow then. Then.. Saturday! Ok, looking forward to that ((: