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*Opens eyes*

*Blinks blinks*


‘Awww… don’t wanna wake up.’

Get up in the morning at 7.15am. Get ready and everything. Felt so slack in the morning. Didn’t feel like going to school cause of the crap day I had yesterday. But oh well. Wash up and everything. Got a message from Ken.

^.^

Sweet. Finally, someone cheer the rest of my day up. So I decided, ok, let’s go to school without frustrution. It’s gonna be a happy day. Although I realised that it doesn’t work sometimes no matter how many times you told yourself to feel happier.

But yes. Nothing much today. Kept on daydreaming.

It was really weird this morning cause I was just sitting there cutting my toenails. Ballet assessment this Thursday. If I’m going to point my toe - which I’ll have to - it is going to hurt. So I cut them all off.

Chemistry in the morning. Got our test back. At first, I was quite disappointed with my marks, but well, I guess it was a hard paper. At least now I know my mistakes AND won’t repeat it next time. Geography was crap. Meant to be doing the past exam papers but I forgot to bring it. o.O Lol, silly me. I forgot where it’s gone anyway. =\\\ So I studied for my Geography test which I will be sitting for this Friday.

Recess was pretty much just sitting there and shutting up cause there’s nothing much to talk about. Too tired to talk already anyway. Lol. We had a new TUTE teacher who kinda forgot the keys to the classroom… so we sat outside in the cold. I wore an extra layer today but it didn’t seem to help alot.

Dance theory today. Quite boring. Miss Gatt just talked about our assignment for half the lesson. I just daydreamed? Erhs. Applicable was okay. Did work too. But not enough. Cause exams’ coming up. =\\\ And I have lots of other stuff that I don’t get. So I have to get help! HELP!

Lunch. This guy from Year 9 came up to me and thank me for teaching him the dance during the audition. Cause he got in. He gave me a hug. I was like stunned. WTH?! That was unexpected. Totally. But ok, at least it’s not something bad. Then I went to the art room with Noratiah, Janice and Chelsea. Warm in there. Talked to Lucy in there. Yup yup. Went back to the group.

English. Nth much.
Physics. Daydreaming.

While walking to the back of the school with Leanny and Leslie, it started pouring. I was drenched BUT I take back what I said yesterday about the hoodie jumper thing. Cause now, I absolutely adore it… for its hood. Wahahhaa. It comes in handy at times aye. Had a shower quickly after I came home so I won’t get sick. Somehow the rain just reminds me of the text message Ken sent me yesterday. xD

All good. Finished my notes and comprehension draft ((((((:

BISCUIT!
Ken and his txt msgs ((:
daydreaming xD

Warning: Irene is undergoing mood swing at the moment. Please kindly cheer her up or get lost.

My day was good. WAS. Except for a couple of little conflicts. I feel like crying again for a few times today. So tempted but I didn’t. Cause I remembered that I would never cry over some things again.

I was hurt. So hurt and pissed by words. Why do I want to care what others say about me anyway. They probably say it cause they dislike me and it’s not my fault. But man, that was seriously annoying. And NO, I was not in the wrong. Being me, I insist that I did not do anything wrong and I will NOT feel guilty.

Like I said before. Humans are simply too selfish. They do things that favours them instead of others. Taken from ‘I Not Stupid 2′ - When is the last time you gave someone a compliment? When is the last time someone gave you a compliment?. EXACTLY. For whatever you do, you get criticised. So why not, instead of being all nasty and mean, learn to shut up and do someone a favour. It’s not that hard. Bottom Line - If you can’t say anything nice, don’t say anything at all.

Yes, Thank you. I feel much better.

Anyway, there was other conflicts as well. I cannot be bothered analysing them and I’m sure some of you - I told - knows about it anyway.

Other than that, like I said, Irene is having mood swings today. So do not mess around with her. I swear, she will bite you. Don’t believe, try it.

However, there are exceptions. People who do make my day better today. By texting me or listening to my problems, thanks ((: I really appreciate it. I won’t bite you. LOL.

Life seems to have so many obstacles, but I’m not giving up. Don’t you all dare to give up too. No matter it’s life in general, studies, love, family, friends. Don’t give up and regret later. But then again, there’s always some way out of life - I guess. You just need some support and understanding. Next time, when I come across anyone who need your support and understanding, make sure you do support and try to understand them. And of course, compliment more. You’ll find yourself happier. I have been feeling happy these few days, excluding today. Sometimes, you’ve just got to lose something to know what you cherish.

all of you out there who really cares
thats sweet txt msg Ken sent me today (((:
all the elements that made up of life
Biscuit

What a happy day.

Happy meaning had fun and relaxing. Actually, I went to the library today with Ken and we saw Andrew and his friends there.

We started studying at first. Got stuck on the first question in Physics - unfortunately. Haha, but I studied for the Chemistry test I had tomorrow. Ken showed me this Jay Chou’s video. It was so funny!!!! Lol.

Wu Liao xD

List of funny things that happened today:

- I ran to the bus stop thinking I was about to missed the bus but it turns out that I was 5 minutes early.
- Dad said that I could let my friends borrow ‘I Not Stupid 2′, providing she is a girl - Whatever!
- A pile of poo was left on the floor near the library.
- The Jay Chou’s video clip - Wu liao!
- Lao hu lao shu sha sha fen bu qing chu…
- Ken got caught taking his Green Tea in the library.
- We crossed the road in the wrong way?!
- Ken walking around with Biscuit - looks quite cute actually ((:

Arh! I don’t get to see Biscuit for two weeks! Ken bringing it to Geraldton. Bleh.

What a fun day today aye. Thanks for the company Ken, if you’re reading it ((: Such a cool friend.

School tomorrow. How fun. Getting bored after thinking about this. Exams in 1 more week.

OMG!! This girl is singing ‘Love*3′ on TV now. Sounds crap. =\\\\\\ I hope I don’t sing like her. Haha, Time out.

*Gasps*

She smashed a chair?!?!??!?! Weirdo.

I have bubbles on my feet. I only realised when I came home just now. My mom fully got me to eat this big plate of vegetables. So I sat there munching on the greenies, occasionally drinking the fish soup. Now I’m so full and they’re asking me to drink the green bean soup. @_@ Ok, are they trying to stuff me with food or something? Or are they aiming to make me fat? Lol. Narh, I better start exercising more. I need to go through my ballet routine too - assessment next week. Not looking forward to that. =
Ok, I’ll stop here. Nothing much to write now.

Oh I miss Biscuit. You better take good care of him, Ken! Don’t put mud on it. xD

Biscuit
du chang qing ge (((:
sleeping Zzzz…
Hmmm… ok, stop here.

I’m quite pissed at the moment.

Don’t know for what reason. Just got told? Can’t think? Homework not done? Too many tests next week? Pimples popping up? Can’t get that pinyin in the NJstar thing? - sighs. Wrinkles slowly creeping into my face. By the end of exams, I think I’ll be already suffering from depression. Let alone having millions of wrinkles running through my face.

Ok, stop being negative. From today onwards, I will study hard.

Oh yeah, look who’s talking now. =\\\ I don’t know if I really meant that or I’m just saying it to make myself feel better. Once, I got a really bad mark for a Chemistry test and failed my English essay. I got so stressed I started crying - Remember that time? But I swear I would never cry over such little things again. And from that day onwards, I told myself that I have to study hard to prevent any disappointment. But it doesn’t work?! Telling myself is not enough. I need motivation. Lots and lots of motivation.

*Sighs* I hear my mommy screaming again. Gees, a loud one too. I don’t know why but it’s just that someone in my family has picked up some very annoying behaviours and I detest it. I know I should give that person some respect and stop getting angry and telling that person off but I really can’t help but get angry.

Anyway, I will stay calm and not show any frustrution. Enough of pimples. Enough is enough!

Might go to city library tomorrow. Just to stay away from home. I used to love being at home. Just not today, not now.

Feel dead now. Nothing else to do besides homework and studying. My day was pretty good. WAS. What’s wrong now… it’s okay. I’ll just find something else to do then. Cheer myself up. Sunday tomorrow. Last day of the week. Sounds really dead. Like it has bad connotations in it or something.

I’m upside down, inside out.
Biscuit u ALL!!
I will try to feel happier by today (:

YAWNS*

Tiring day. Tiring Fridays. But I love Fridays.

Too tired now to think of anything. I don’t even remember if I have finished my chinese school homework already or not. I think I did, but I have a faint memory of how much I have done. I better check it before I go to sleep.

I have lots of tests and assignments due next week!!

MONDAY:
Chemistry test - Reaction Rates and Chemical Equilibrium
WEDNESDAY:
English In-class essay
THURSDAY:
Dance assessment - Ballet
English Comprehension due
FRIDAY:
Geography test - Population Distribution

The Applicable Maths test will be fitted in somewhere. Unfortunately, we wasn’t told the exact date.

Ok, a short update I guess. No idea what to write.

irene
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reeny
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ireney
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renee poo
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renny bafeeny

MUACKS (((: