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Just a quick blog to remind people that I’m alive. Lol.

It hasn’t been an exciting day or anything but I have lots of things to accomplish today. Especially that ‘Broken Lives’ which I am dying to finish. That doesn’t mean that it’s so interesting and I’m running out of time so I’m spending as much time as possible to read it. But it meant It’s so uninteresting and even though I’m running out of time to finish it so I’m relunctant to spend my time to read it. But life isn’t perfect! Sometimes, you just gotta go do something that you hate to do or something that you just feel like dying than doing.

So pick up your gun and shoot me now.

Arh. So what’s been happening recently? Well, today is the so-called repaying blog day for me. Cause I’m a person who always think about things to write in my blog. For an instance, when something occurs, I will be thinking, ‘Hmm, I should write that in my blog.’ Then the following night, I sat in front of the computer writing crap cause I forgot what to write. So here we go… everything that I was thinking about writing in my blog for the last couple of days but didn’t have the chance to or forgot or whatever reason.

Firstly…

Dogs dream?!?!?! Yes, dogs dream. As in, while sleeping, they have images in their mind and start thinking. Like HUMANS, they dream! Well, I can’t be that sure. But have you ever sleep beside someone and hear them sleep-talk or something? Yes? No? But anyway, one fine day… actually one fine ‘night’, I was sitting in front of my computer as usual with my sisters. We were talking while I was surfing the internet and chatting etc. And we heard our dog barking really gently and softly. Well, we were kinda of scared for a second, thinking… did our dog see ’something’? So I decided to check it out so I walk slowly to where my dog was napping. And guess what? He WAS napping. And its head tilted up, eyes closed and barking gently. LOL! Sleep talking! A dog.. sleep talking! Hahahaha! It looks so cute! And well, I think this is one of the most fascinating thing I have learnt during the holidays. That dogs… like human dreams.

Secondly…

Jen’s party. It was pretty cool. Well, I got there and everyone was all nice and dressed up and I l0oked like shit. LOL. Well, I was thinking about dressing up nicely and stuff but I thought hey, just go simple. No ones gonna wear like all chinky and stuff or something. So I turned up and everyone was like ‘woah’. Yer, they all looked really nice and I was just ‘hmmm.’ Lol. Oh well. But most of the girls danced. Louise wasn’t feeling very well so she didn’t danced too much. No much guys danced. But yer, it was cool.

Thirdly…

Holidays are almost over. Which is C R A P. I have to get that EPW done. But I’m stuck. But I don’t wanna call Mr Hands to ask him how to do what stuff. Cause he can’t explain well in real life, so why expect him to explain well over the phone?! Erh, forget it. I’ll just use up all my brain energy to try to finish it or something.

I really haven’t done much during the holidays. But I’ve mastered the art of cooking. Hahaha! Cooking breakfast. Cause I’ve been doing that every weekday morning for 2 weeks. Yerh, those pancakes are yummy. So yer, a good thing I guess.

Weather turning cold. Hmm… exams coming up soon. Too many things to do. Just feel like sleeping.

*Drops something on the floor*

Me: Arhh… shit =\

Sis: Hey, you swore!

*Thinking*

In my brain: Uh oh, I did swore.

Me, without thinking further: Arhh… shit!

Me: Arhh… sh…. xD

LOL. That’s funny. It just came out. Like ’shit’ is my word for ‘darn it!’ or ‘crap!’ or something like that. I actually got told by a teacher for saying ’shit’ before. Cause I was very close of getting an answer right for a spelling question. The teacher sat right beside me, announcing the answer and I was like ’shit!’

Me: Shit!

Teacher: Watch your language, young lady.

Me: Whoops =x

But I never learn. It’s just my habit to say ’shit’ now instead of any other fancy statement like ‘darn it!’ or ‘crap!’ or something like that. Anyway, holidays is almost over and I did lots of homework yesterday! 6 and half pages of Chemistry! That’s like 1 week’ work. Haha! But it’s good that I’ve got most of my Chemistry work done. Tonight, I’m gonna do some Physics and Applicable Maths. That EPW worksheet is killing me. It’s like Intro Calc work. =\\ I hate Intro Calc. Actually I hate the Intro Calc teacher.

School starts on TUESDAY! I think xD I’ve been trying to work that out. But I finally found out that it’s school development day on Monday so don’t bother going to school. However, I have Chemistry tuition. So yer… not much difference but I have to check with my tutor if we do have tuition that day.

After much struggle, I have finished my English essay! Finally xD Been trying to get that done but something kept holding me up. Probably something called laziness. Hehehe. Weather’s turning cold… which reminds me. Are we going to get our leavers’ jumper start of this term? Cause I can’t wait to see it or get it. Costed us like $30. =\\ My other friend from tuition said that they had arranged their leavers jumper since last year! And they still hasn’t got it cause too many people is changing their name and nickname etc. So I guess our school is not that picky? We can’t be! Cause we don’t wanna not get it in time. Anyway, that friend of mine said they are getting their jumpers this coming term and hopefully it’s the same with us. I wonder how it looks like…

So, I’ll end here. Have a great day ((:

Woah… you know what I just saw?!

A girl - yes a GIRL - putting this on her msn personal message : Fuck lar. nbcb.

I am shocked. Aboslutely disgusted. Sorry, please mind my language. But this is exactly what she wrote. You know. Often I see this girl online with her display name as she loves someone or how someone is a pig or someone is cute etc. And I’m disgusted. Firstly, I’m thinking HEY I’m a Singaporean girl too. But I’m really ashamed to use such language myself. Ok, confession. I do swear. But not all the time. Not every 2 seconds or something. But occasionally I do. Like when someone gets on my nerves and I’m getting really really annoyed or something. But that?!

WHAT THE HELL IS ‘nbcb’ DOING COMING OUT OF A GIRL’S MOUTH?!?!?!?!?

I told you all. I have heard guys say such language, but never from a girl. I’m seriously surprised by how much education this person is receiving. But we can’t put the full responsibility and blame on her. Because we all know that nowadays Singapore kids - especially teenagers - are getting more and more influences. For instance, I remember going into a chatroom with all my friends in there and this guy, whom no one knew came into the chatroom too. He private messaged me and asked for a conversation. I guess that is fine BUT how the hell did he get to the topic on asking me if I was a virgin?!?!?!

Ok, I shall not go further. But it’s just getting too much on my nerves! So I’m never going back there. Asked my friends to instant message me in msn messager instead. And yes, back to that girl. Do you know, she’s younger than me? Ok, perhaps nothing wrong with that. You people would tell me to calm down and stop blaming her actions. Ok, fine. She didn’t do anything to me.

Haha… listen to this. One day, she instant messaged me in msn messager - and everytime she does, I ignore her. The reason is because I cann’t be bothered entertaining little kids like her. But that day, I was in a good mood. And she asked if I could send her some nice new songs, so I said ok. So I started sending her this two songs. I waited for her to accept and she didn’t. So I thought, fine just let it be. It’s not my problem that she doesn’t want it. So she ignored me for the rest of the time and when I was finally going offline, I looked at all the conversations before closing them. And hers? Well well well, let’s see. She never speak a word. She declined all the songs and went offline. Oh yer, what great attitude. Oh wow, you have such good manners. So I ignored her from then.

A couple of days later, she instant messaged me again. I was thinking, wtf does she wants again this time. And guess what? ‘Can u pls wryte mi a testi? thankx!’ =\\\ What kind of attitude is this? Firstly, do I know you that well? Secondly, are you commanding me? Thirdly, what the hell am I meant to say in a testimonial when I don’t even know what kind of person you are? Perhaps I should write this:

Hi you person.
I don’t know you so next time when you want someone to write a testimonial, can you please ask them if you are friends with them first?
Ok, thank you.
Have a nice day.
Bye.

Yerh. Is that so? Fine. So be it. Just stare at me as if I’m a bitch who doesn’t stop bullying people ok? Ok.

But I have to go on! Well, I went to her friendster and thought ok. What a freak! A girl who put a picture of her EYE in friendster! Wow, creative. Look, someone’s audtioning for the new role the scary movie, the EYE. Yerh, I’m sure you’ll get the role pretty soon. Gosh, get a life!

One more thing, I do not like to bitch about people behind their back. And to prevent that from happening, I post my blog address in my msn display name. So, anyone in my msn list will be able to read my blog. Whether that girl would read it and leave a comment or not, it’s up to her. But I’m telling her now, stop getting on my nerves or delete me off your list.

(:

List of holiday homework:

ENGLISH
- Take home essay, Question 1 for ‘A Beautiful Mind’
- Read ‘Broken Lives’
CHEMISTRY
- Set 27 (DONE)
- All review questions on Chapter 12 and 13
- Selected questions and problems
PHYSICS
- Report
- All experiment write-ups (I’m getting there!)
- Selected questions from textbook
GEOGRAPHY
- Exercises on exercise book
APPLICABLE MATHS
- EPW worksheet
- All exercises on Chapter 5
DANCE
- Memorise all dance steps for all dances

Hmmm… where do I start?

You know, some people said homework is a technique used by teachers to help students gain knowledge and some other people (Most of them probably) said homework is just a bunch of crap that means nothing to them. For me… it’s a combination of both. I’m really struggling to finish all these bunch of crap - which I think will help me gain some necessary knowledge.

But most importantly, time is running short. Half of the holidays are gone. But half of the homework isn’t! =\ *sighs* I’m feeling really lazy when I even look at those.

Let’s just take a minute to forget about these homework - you won’t have to worry anyway.

Note to myself: Ze mo ban!! Wo hao xiang dui ta dong xin le!! Hao xiang kai shi bu ting de xiang qi ta, hao xiang xin li zai hu ta. Dan shi, wo bu ke ye! Irene, ni ta tian zhen le ba! Ta cai bu hui xi huan ni, ni zai xiang ta gan se mo! =

Problems… problems. Had a dream last night. I don’t know what it signifies. But… it’s giving me a wrong signal. Well, at least I think it is. But my mood is like following the weather… looks like it’s going to rain. It’s like all grey and tired and sleepy. Zzzzz. Feel like taking a rest. No sunny days yet.

Anyway, the next thing I’m looking forward to now is probably Jenny’s party, which we were talking about before. She got the lights and everything. So yer. I’m gonna go and forget all the homework and problems. Enjoy myself. The thing with me is that, I like to do something that I enjoy. I don’t like to pretend I like to do something and not enjoy it. So, you can kind of explain why I’m the way I am.

I was actually thinking about something. Thinking about the time where I was sitting on the bench holding that soft drink on my hand and talking about the colour of clothes people are wearing. I think it’s the mood issue. The colour or the type of clothes you chose to wear tells alot about how you feel about something or someone or just your mood. It’s like why do you close the door. Because you want to keep your house sercured and doesn’t want anyone to break in. Similarly, if you don’t you’re inviting some sort of danger into your house, or you just simply forgot.

Like the fridge in your house may tell you about your family. If you open your fridge and see that it’s neat and the things goes where it should be, your family probably has the standard amount of members. And if your fridge is filled with food or nothing, there’s two alternatives. Maybe you live all by yourself/ a bunch of money who doesn’t know how to clean up (you can probably observe the leftovers) or a well-fed family. Furthermore, you can take the margarine out of the fridge and observe it. Open the lid and look inside. If bread crumbs is everywhere, you would know that this is a lazy family. Someone who is hardworking will bother to pick up bread crumbs from the margarine. A clean people, however, would never let bread crumbs touch the surface of the margarine. If you see that the margarine is in weird shapes (holes everywhere), you’ll probably know that that person or family is not very strict and the family’s probably quite easy-going. But if the surface is flat and in good shape, the family is strict. Well, basically, they have table manners and the parents teach their kids not to put holes everywhere in the margarine.

Like their bedroom, you can tell their personality. If they’re messy or neat. If you’re messy, you’ll probably like to do things as they come to your mind. If you’re neat, you like to plan ahead. If you’re sometimes messy and sometimes clean, you’re just unpredictable. Perhaps, one day - when you feel happy - you’ll be nice to people. And if you’re not, you’ll just stay in silence to scare people off. Haha.

So next time, when you go to your friend or bf/gf’s house, remember to check their fridge, their margarine and their bedroom. Haha, it tells alot.

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Ok, what the hell am I doing here when I’ve got absolutely nothing that I want to write!! I have no idea. It’s Saturday afternoon. Most people should be out, shopping, catching a movie, working or doing something. And me? Rotting at home. Hahaha. The thing is, no one’s got nothing planned!

So that’s me. Hair half tied back, with my geeky glasses on me, wondering what to do next. Well, guess what?! I do remember something called HOMEWORK. And it’s right in front of me! Oh wow, why don’t I use this time to do some homework?

*Yawning*

Ok, maybe there’s something else to talk about. Umm well, I couldn’t sleep last night. Not due to paranoia though. It’s just me. So I just turned on the radio again, not remembering what happened the other last night. I got bored just listening to the radio, so I wrote in my diary. Haven’t written in it for a while, I notice. Probably just concentrating on this blog journal rather than my actual diary. Anyway, I wrote my entry and read back for the ones I wrote start of this year. Woah… I was surprised. Last year and this year. Major change. In attitude. Firstly, I’ve been slightly forgiving. On another hand, gone a bit bad-tempered and easily annoyed. Ummm… issit good or bad? Good AND bad?!

Anyway, wrote in my diary and sat there, staring at the wall? Not sure exactly what I was doing. BUT I remembered myself counting down to midnight. Well, yes. Midnight. To break that old superstitious midnight thing again. Oh whatever, but nothing happened. Except 10 seconds before midnight, the song ‘Check On It’ came on. So? Nothing. So I went to sleep.

*blink*

‘Argh, can’t sleep’

*sighs*

*looks around the room*

*humming the song on the radio*

I’m not sure what time I fall asleep, but it must have been a pretty long time I’ve stayed awake. So you could see the result this morning. My sister knocked on my door reminding me to wake up to straighten her hair. But I ignored her calls. =\ How mean. But I was tired! Finally, woke up at 9-ish am. Went to Caro to get some stuff done. Went to visit Tricia at work. Went home. And yerh. That’s it.

Boring life. But yer. I’m kinda loving the simplicity. Who wants a complicated life anyway? I can’t imagine it…
God bless you ((: