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listen’lala-
mood’ummm-

A first instinct. Some bad feeling in me. It tells me something.

Life is always like that. The good and the bad. But it`s not for me to control. I can`t control what other people think or do. Sometimes, I wished I could. The memories are once again creeping pass my mind. It just automatically clicks. No matter how I tried. How can I learnt to let things pass by. One of the hardest thing in life is to forgive. One minute, I feel happy. One minute, I feel sad.

One of those days… where I feel slightly down. It feels like the world is coming to an end soon. Why does it feel like that?

*Sighing*

There’s many tests for the rest of the week.

Wed ~ Physics Chapter 1 test.
Thurs ~ Geography test and Chemistry Chapter 6 test.
Fri ~ Chemistry Chapter 7 test and Applicable Maths test (?)
Following Mon ~ English Tuitorial Presentation.

Deep inside… boredom. BOREDOM.

Arhh… no more comments. Can`t write anymore…

Question:
Lose or not lose?

Answer:
Not sure.

Sorry about that…

This is like my second blog entry today. The reason is simply because I feel like it. Well, I`ve been trying to think of something to write about my new poem for the Write4fun competition. But nothing creative has pop out of my mind yet. So I need some suggestions. I don`t mind if you suggest something that`s not me, cause I love new challenges. Anyway, the very first thing that I was thinking of before was ‘the reason’. Okay, let me explain that. I believe that in everything you or me do, there is a reason behind it. Sometimes, you do something and you say you don`t know why you do it. That`s crap? Literally. What I meant is, there IS a reason behind everything. Perhaps, you just didn`t want to say. Or is too lazy to explain this very long and boring story.

That is surely what I believe. I can definitely say so simply not because I think so. But I am not denying that I`ve never done that before. I believe many of you do too. But anyhow, everything happens for a reason. For an instance, why did I open the door for room 111? Because I want to get to the Physics class. Why did I feel bored in Physics, because I`m not good at it. Why do I hate stress. Because my parents’ pressuring me and bribing me with a new phone if I get my 2 A’s and 2 B’s. So yes. This is my explanation. Of course, you don`t have to agree with me. I`m just saying so because everyone have different views.

Problem? How to I explain about ‘the reason behind everything’?

Now I`m stuck. Don`t know what else to say. Well, the competition closes soon… so I hope someone gives me a suggestion so it gives me some time to write it. I might be able to write it fast or slow, depending on the topic.

Stop here. Kekeke, I hope you don`t find this entry too boring… xD

listen = huang hun yi hou , tian liang yi jian.
mood = homework mode.

Yups, doing homework. Rushing to finish them by tomorrow since today is Sunday. Because I was out yesterday finding my ball dress. You must be thinking “How was it?” Well, all I can say is… it’s good. Very good. Hehehe. So I found a perfect ball dress for myself. But I`m gonna put a description in here, because I wanna keep it as a surprise until the ball. However, I would put up a picture taken of me all dress when I before actually going.

So yes, before I go any further, I better get off this topic!

So yes… I`m happy. And now doing my homework. Drawing up my English tutorial powerpoint presentation. Downloading songs at the same time. Only downloaded a nice new song so far… it’s the new JJ’s song. It’s really nice!!!!! But I hasn`t found anything else that’s nice yet. What a pity. Well, I have my Physics to finish as well. Have 2 - 3 questions left to do. They’re all calculations, so it’s okay. I can do that later. I don`t even remember what other things I have to do. Well, Have a Geography test coming up on Thursday. So I have to study really hard for that. Memorising all the Physiographic and Climate regions. It’s getting to hard for me to remember all these stuff. I`ve only managed to memorise the characteristics of the Great Western Plateau and Central Lowlands so far. But I`m kinda stuck at times. Takes me a while to think back.

Oh yer, yesterday I bought a new straighter and a curler. Shared money with Catherine. I tried the straighter and curler on her today. The straighter is good, but the curler seems to be a bit retarded. Lol, maybe because I just hasn`t master using that yet. I would try that again because I don`t want to stuff my hair up at the ball doing it myself using the curler. Haha, a new song finished downloaded AND IT`S NICE!! By this band called Tank? Ok, weird name. But yer. It’s good song.

Corene is coming over during April!!!! Woot! Excellent. LOL. I can take her out shopping ((((((: Can`t wait for her to come!! It would be a fun week. Except it would be better if it was holidays. But it’s the last week of school anyways. I think I can get away with a bit of slacking… right? Say YES! Hehehe…

So many things to do next week. Better get moving before I get behind. So end here. Have a nice day everyone!

listen’ genzhongni.
mood’ hungryyyyyy.

lalalalas.

Feeling slightly better today? Not feeling as sleepy as a few days before. (((: But been a bit slacky a for a few days. Reducing my homework. ME. Reducing my own homework. Not the teachers. Because that would never ever happen.

Anyway, I still haven’t got my ball dress. Not rushing so much or feeling too stress about it. Going to have a look this Saturday. Just hope I find something I like. If not, I’m going to be stress again. And lose my sleep. And feel tired. Tired = Not getting homework done = More stress = Less sleep = Panda eyes by the ball. NO! Haha. Ok, let’s not go that far. I’m sure I’ll find something I like.

As for today…

What did I do? I can hardly remember.
Let’s start from the morning.

When I reached our hangout area with my sister, there was no one there. We sat down and started arguing. As we always do. But not in the serious way. You know what I mean. Then Janice came along. I started feeling pissed off at this guy who kept walking past the area. So when he walked past the very third time, I said “You Shi Ni?!” (Meaning “You again?!”) very loudly. He took a glance, but unsure of what I was talking about. It’s great to know another language that no one else knows. Then Leanny came along etc. We were all having our ‘girlly’ chat of cause. Talking about all kinds of stuff.

First period was… English. Did most of my tutorial work. Don`t know if I can get it done in time. Got my essay back. C-. Expression problems. Again. Yups, yups. This and that. All kinds of problems. =.=” Leaves the class in disappointment. Then walked to the next period, which is Physics. Which also means boring lesson. Or whatever you call it. So yes. I just cannot be bothered going to that class. It’s so boring. We did a trial test.

Recess. Forgot what I did.

App Maths. Score! 94% for my EPW. Kekekes. I doing well in that subject. Got 98% for my last spot test. Which was good. Actually, great (((:
Dance was alright. Had ballet. And teacher used Delta Goodrem’s song for the practise. At first, didn`t feel anything. Just knowing how to sing all the songs. Singing along while dancing. Then, it came to the song “Lost Without You”. I was like wow… memories. Couldn`t concentrate on what I was doing. Just kept on thinking and thinking. Yes, about him. Actually, I`ve been pretty much doing that recently. No idea why. But I haven`t open up that box. Which was good. Because everytime when I do, I just couldn`t help but starts crying my eyes out. The box of our memories. The photos, the letters, the drawing, the ring. Everything. I kept them in there so I won`t think about it. But I`m not trying to forget those memories. Just didn`t want to get upset every single time I see somethings. But I still have Bubbles that I left out on my bed shelf. I just can`t imagine not having Bubbles around to keep me company. It`s the best present I`ve ever had. The company of Bubbles when I`m lonely.

So dance ended. And I went for lunch. Ate a sausage roll. And found that there’s beef in it after I finished it. =\\\ How silly. I`m not suppose to eat beef… because of my religion. Anyways… once again, I`m not what I was doing for the rest of lunch. Probably just talking about stuff.

Chemistry. Relief teacher. Did some exercise.
Geography. Arhh.. boring. Drawing up climate graph.

HOME! + homework. =.=”

listening - ciara;likeu-
mooding - wadelse?

I`m like really pissed with a few peoples recently. It`s like a stupid person who asked for a testimonial like every freaking 2 weeks. AND he`s impatient, rude and extremely ungentleman. You know how sometimes, you make a slightly sarcastic comment? He replies in an ungentleman way. Like “Hello? This is not a serious issue and I don`t have to discuss that with you.” Please, can you tell between a joke and a serious comment? Hating the ” … ” every once in a while. Not in sentence though, but by itself. It annoys the hell outta me, simply because I have no idea why! But yes. When I ever gets pissed by his rude behaviours, I show it slightly. But answering in a ‘colder’ way. But he just laughed. HOW IGNORANT!

Secondly, I am on and off annoyed with this person. I don`t know why, but maybe it`s me and my thoughts. I just dislike how people can barely care about other people`s feelings. If she gets anymore further than she is now, I would probably get too pissed off to go near her.

Under stress me. I hate me like that! I like me when I don`t find some things complicated and annoying!! When I can tolarant people`s behaviours and attitudes towards certain things. But I find that I can`t control anymore. Perhaps, I`ve just been getting too much stress and must place some of mine on people. Just wished there was someone that could share my stress.

Once again, it’s a blog entry filled with anger. I wonder when I would seriously stop. I just want to be less bitchy and be more friendly. Maybe I just can`t. Somehow. But I will try. Or maybe I`ll take them out on the blue-shirts. LOL!!! Cause some really annoys me.

Continuing finding my perfect ball dress. So many moneys to waste… I don`t feel like going anymore. )):

Would someone give me less homework?

Can I have a break?

When`s the holidays?

Bedtime…. bedtime… bedtime…

School… ARH!

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