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Whew! School starting soon! So fast. I dun want!!
Kept sneezing all day. Haha, what’s up with me? I’m finding my life very boring recently. Maybe becuz I managed to finish my homework today. And like… I realise that school is starting soon. It’s sooo boring! Looking forward to my birthday buh. Wanna go out and celebrate. Hopefully I really celebrate it properly this year. Cuz I never. Haha, except for a few years. Arrhh… buh I’m not looking for many presents like before. I guess just hope that my friends celebrate with me… and spend the day happily. Everyone would be so… happy and… arhh, just the way I want it to be. Hmm, buh so sad… this year can’t celebrate birthday with *him*. Really wanna… =(( So sad. I dunno if I would ever. But I really hope I would. Awww… haha, this is gonna become my birthday wish!
Erhs, actually. I dunno what. But dun feel like talking about my day today. Just wanna…. talk about crap and stuff. I really hate it when I misses someone’s birthday =(( and didnt give them a present. Cuz sometimes I’m not allowed out and I don’t get to buy a pressie for them. But good thing I made used to the las time I went out, bought Louise and Abby their birthday presents. Gonna save up for like the others… coming up. Yer… and gonna send a birthday card to *him* cuz I think I wont be able to fit a big birthday pressie in the envelope.
Sooo… what am I gonna write now… hmm. Well, let’s talk about the group of girls. I dunno how I’m feeling about them. Cuz sometimes I felt so left out, and sometimes I felt so part of them. Cuz it seems like everyone has their own particular good friends… and you just feel… lonely? Buh the good thing is you are friends with every other person. Issit a good thing or a bad thing. Remember the first time I saw this group of girls… Yup, said a lil joke about my name. “You can call me irene, irenny, or reeny. But dun call me ice cream.” Lol. It was form the bottom of my heart kaes. Haha. I dun really like ppl calling me ice cream. Cuz… everytime… people will say “anyone wan any ice cream?” and I’ll be like… “What?” or “Dun eat me….” Lol. I dun think it’s funny. But yer. Lol. Buh everyone is so interesting in our group. Different people… different cultures… different heights… different everything. No one is like me. Well, I wouldn’t want anyone to be like ME. Double irene. That would be scary. And the thing I sorta detest is copycats. Cant detest enough of them. They just clone like you hey. It’s so annoying. Like you bought this clothes… and next time he/she buys the same one or similar colour and style. Well, you think ppl wont fnd out huh. Buh it’s so obvious kaes. Everyone should have their own individual style.. not copying each other… that’s too… same. Everyone would be the same and it would be so boring!
Anyways… okay why did I get to this topic? Hmmm… let’s talk about school then. Atiah says she’s having this nightmares about school. And Leanny’s having this nightmare about her maths teacher having this “homework-not-done” stamp. Haha… funny but scary. I still hate my maths teacher, Mr Ahmed. He still stinks btw. I hope he showered during the holidays… and not trying to come up with stupid ideas to make us concentrate in class. -.-” Okay, you can tell. I still hate my maths teacher. Yuri doesn’t like Mr Offer our Chemistry teacher. Cuz apparently he gave her 2’s for attitude and homework. Well, thats not bad actually. If you get 1’s for everything… then there’s no point staying in school. There’s always room for improvement. Dun need to always ask for perfection. Right? I’ve got like 1’s and 2’s for my report in the homework and attitude part too. But overall my results is… no A’s. *sobs* 3 B’s (That’s not too bad, a B for Intro Calc, Dance and Drama), 2 C’s (Chemistry and English) I was close to B for Chemistry… I think? And a D. for Physics. I’m bad at it and my exams marks pull my overall results down. Badly. But I’m 1 makr off a pass! I’m trying to work hard for next Semester!! Hopefully I’ll get a better result. If I could stop slacking… and daydreaming all the time!! =(( Buh I wanna slack and daydream. Arhh!! Stop it, Irene. Be more focus and hardworking. Stop being such a pig. xP
I really fall in love with this song “Li Jiu Ze - Ying Zi” Very nice. *nods* Dunno why I like it. This guy is like a guy from the band Machi. And he’s quite hip hop and stuff. Buh when he sings this song.. he feels so romantic and like more of a good listener and good guy sort. Buh in the Machi band, he’s so… hip hop? and.. a bit badish kinda feeling. Yer… very different. Should listen. His voice is quite nice too. Good techniques used I can say. A bit of R n B style. ^__^ And the lyrics is so sweet.
Neways, I guess I’ll stop. Can’t stop thinking about the movie still. Still stuck in my head. Lol. Hope I dont get too much nightmares. *prays* Hope everyone’s day is good. And happy. Wish you happy and having a nice day. Knowing that you have made used of your day better… feeling happy for you. Not like me… not making use of my day. Slacking off. Dancing a bit… buh nothing else. Wanna go play bball. Buh havent found a companion who would do so! Rem u said you would accompany me? Buh… cant. Awww… wish you could. Nvm… wish you all happy always… stay sweet and cute.
To be continued… =))