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Monday. Arhh! Didn’t feel like waking up this morning. But was awaken by phone. My mommy called, cuz she said she forgot to take the keys. And ask me to help her find. But I couldn’t find it, so she starts to panic. But she ask me to keep looking and she’ll call someone to come and open the door. But I didn’t look, juz went straight back to sleep. Lol. Very tired. Slp late last night. Then, my mom called again and asked if I have found the keys or not. I said haven’t. She ask me to go and find. So I didn’t sleep. I looked and then finally found it. After that she hang up, and I went back to slp. ^___^
Lazy piggy. Slp until Rachel woke me and Catherine up. Fed up. Trying to slp, but kept cant slp. Then, finally woke up. Cuz cant slp anymore =/ Then, woke up and got changed. Going out with my aunty. But didn’t bring money. So didn’t buy anything. I wanted to buy a jacket, and a bag. But nar… no money.
So went to my aunty’s place… and eat lunch. Ate so much. Haha… getting fat soon! Ate too much this couple of days. Dunno why. Happy? Sad? Dunno my own feelings. But ate quite a lot, even more my cousin. Lol. Then did the washing… and went outside for to take some fresh air. Then, went home.
When I got home, I finally got to do my homework. Physics and a bit of Intro Calc. First time I did my homework after 1 whole week! Haha, so proud of myself. ^___^ Then, watch Tv. Got distracted. =D After that, ate. But very full so didn’t eat much. When for a shower. Looking at my short fringe in the mirror. Almost cried. Haha! No.. too short! Then came out, and made some beancurd jelly.
Supper. Yuppies! My fave! Hehehe.
Hmm, guess what I dreamt of last night? Weird. I dreamt of *him*. Yer. Dreamt of *him* for the first time after the break up. Very sad actually. I start to miss him again. Dunno why. Yesterday kept thinking of him. Even though he was the special one in my heart, but it just seems that suddenly… feel so… like lost him already. But yesterday, I was listening to this song. (Li Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai). Then I kept thinking. How come I download that? Then I realised it’s actually he sent it to me. That was the first time I listened to the lyrics quietly. Then I cry. Becuz… I dunno why. I kept thinking of the lyrics. And… this scene in my mind. Playing and playing again. Feel very sad. Kept crying. Cannot stop. I really miss him… but cant be with him. Today, when I was eating lunch, my sister and I did this wishbone thing. And I was wishing… that I could be with him. But. My sister won the wish. I was really sad. But I didn’t want to show. I feel so disappointed.
But anyway… tomorrow have to do my homework!! Have to!! If not… I won’t be able to finish it. Dun feel like doing the drama thingy on Wednesday. =(( Wanna just go to Jenny’s house.
Okie, stop here. Take care!