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*Shivering* I’m so cold!! Awww… I’m frozen =((
I’m grounded… cuz I dunno why. Hahas. Maybe becuz I haven’t done my homework… hahas. But… I wanna go out. Yuri’s gonna whinge at me if I don’t go bowling with her… hmm, I dunno if I can still go… since my mommy’s in a pretty bad mood. Or maybe she’s angry cuz she thinks we all forgot her birthday. But we didn’t! It’s just that the time has not come for us to give her the present. Besides going bowling tomorrow and staying over Yuri’s… Atiah wants us to visit her house on Sunday. And Jenny’s movie gathering on Wednesday…
I wanna go!! I wan freedom! I don’t want to be lock at home everyday! But… I have to look after my sisters… and if I leave them at home unattended… then I’ll be irresponsible! And… argh… dont wanna talk about it. I need freedom! I’m turning 16! I need my freedom!!
Ok, stop with this whole freedom topic. They won’t understand and I don’t bother explaining. Becuz to them, going out every weekend means meeting the wrong people for the wrong reasons. And that leads to taking drugs or something. -.-” I dunno what gives them a feeling of so insercured of me. Even though I’m not really old or matured enough… but at least I need my freedom! Ok………
I dunno why my parents think of me this way… at least I’m not a spoiled brat who always ask for money… or go out at night and comes home at like 3am in the morning… they always look at me like I’m some like of freak? Oh fine fine… I like being on the net most of the time… but I don’t get to go out.. what do you expect me to do?
Very bored.. end here.