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another day has past… days goes by faster and faster and I feel like just letting chances go past me…
feeling sader and sader each and every single day. Well, some of my exam results are out, and they are bad. I didn’t fail, but it is bad. V E R Y bad. Dunno what to say. Feeling like my world is c r a s h i n g down soon. Really dunno what to say… maybe it’s the r a i n y days. That is making me feel this way…
Last night, it was so cold! Yer, freezing. But didn’t have heater. I tried to slp but couldn’t. So when I woke up in the morning, I was dead tired. Looking for a change in my life. Finding my way through these dark days. Getting things straight to myself… my schoolwork is not improving… in fact is going down slope. I’m seriously… failing. I am… I’m feeling really disappointed with myself. For not putting in enough effort. And… I really have been doing critical thinking… that maybe I should just forget about it.
I really really in a s t r e s s mood now… cuz so many things… that is annoying. Like the noisy girl in our school who always past round the corridor where we hang out. I really hate her… and her loud mouth. Seriously, sometimes I feel like killing her. We have been telling her to s h u t u p so many times… Many things annoys me too. I get annoyed so easily nowadays. And I am beginning to hate quarrels so much. I used to be the p e a c e m a k e r. But now?
I dun want to think too much. But I dunno what is p r e v e n t i n g me from meditation. Haha. Yer, what? Better not think too much. Dun come n e a r me. Cuz I’m F I E R C E. Roar! Haha… Dont forget I’m a Leo… You be nice to me, I’ll be nice to you. But if not……. *evils*
Dunno how I’m feeling. I guess really c o n f u s e d. I want to stop thinking… about… I dunno what! Can someone help me? Help me take away this feeling… loneliness. Something is missing… just something. I dunno what. But it hurts. Feeling so sad.