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Stress… yer, feeling the stress now. Exams… so scared!! Arhhh.. don’t wanna fail!
Been studying all day. And I couldn’t sleep last night. I was… half excited…. and half is nervous. For exams. Haha, wondering why I feel excited? Cuz… dunno. Suddenly felt like I’ve grown up. Facing all these things… Hmm… dunno.
I lost my sleep. And…. I still fel energised. Now I’m tired. Cuz I just came back from tution. I asked my tutor about the EPW. He say… why is our teacher giving up all these…
I think I have been really slack, last 2 weeks. So now making up for it. Been daydreaming in class… dunno what’s happen inside me. Just no idea. Didn’t learn anything. My Physics teacher came and talk to me… and asked me personally what happen to my marks! Oh… how bad is this? What is happening to me…
But I’ve been extra hardworking yesterday and today. Asking things that I dunno. Doing this last minute. Feeling very bad. Made wrong choice. Shouldn’t keep myself so upset… issit wrong to be sensitive? or emotional? This affects me so much… and I hate it.
Next week, I dun care. I’m going out. And relax. After exams, I’m going to be like a pig. Haha. Not exactly. But Im going to have fun… not studying full on all the time. It’s getting me sick. My eyes want to close in class, but I can’t freaking sleep at night. Just now, I almost fall aslp in tution…
hmm… wish me luck everyone… please help me pass!!