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listen ; guang liang - tong hua.
feel ; kinda sad…
want ; nothing but rest.
Firstly, wanna say… hope get well soon. Take care of yourself. =] Secondly. I had a nightmare this morning. No, correction. It wasn’t a nightmare. It was REAL. Well this is the story;;
I was awoken in the morning at around 6am by the pouring rain outside. It sounded really strong. The wind was blowing harder and harder each time, which makes it uncomfortable and difficult to sleep. But I tried to sleep anyway, because I knew I had school and I’ll end up feeling sleepy and dozed off in class. And I have a Physics test too. So I ignored the rain outside… and it rained heavier and harder each second, until I felt that it sounded like it’s hailing. Then I was close to being asleep.
Just a few seconds later, I heard a loud bang. It sounded like it came from right above my head. I slept near the window and my windows are closed cuz it’s raining and cold. But yer, my window is made of glass. I was a bit confused after hearing the loud bang. It sorta scared me a bit. Soon after I heard my dog Leo barking. I was a bit scared, cuz I thought maybe somehting has landed and hit the glassdoor where Leo is sleeping. My mom came running out after a while, then my sisters. After that… I peeped out of the window behind my curtains. And Found something has landed right on top on my window. So I ran out of the door and told my Mom to come and have a look.
She was shocked to see that. We tried to turn on the lights… but there wasn’t any light. There was only the darkness of the early morning. We figured that there was a power failure, but something was terribly wrong. I didn’t think that we would have a hail so big that it would hit our fence down. I thought I was the only unlucky one. But no. I checked the clock and it’s 6.30am. We stayed awake, feeling confused. When the Sun came up slightly, I realised what was happening. All the other fences came down as well. The back and the side revealing my neighbour’s backyard. We stayed awake for the rest of the morning. I was a bit tired and wanted to go back to sleep for the last 30 minutes before getting ready for school.
But I just lay in bed, hugging bubbles. I was… afraid… I could have been injured if the fence broke my window. If it did, I would have been cut or something. But I was glad I didn’t. At that time, laying in bed. I curled up tightly… trying to feel warm… cuz I’m cold… Bubbles was the only one there… for me. I was then thinking of him. Wishing he was here to hug me… I just felt so weak suddenly. Finally understood why I cried that day when he let go. Because, I was scared he wasn’t by my side. Not mentally… anymore. Because he has no excuse to do so. To him, all we can ever be now is friends. And friends don’t give more than they do. They just do their part as friends…
I didn’t go to school. Not because of the fear. My mom got me to stay at home and look after the house just for today. I was thinking… what about school? What about my Physics test? What about this? What about that? Then I realised, I don’t give a damn anymore. I was thinking… what if I was injured…. would I still care? Care about my results in school? Or what I want to be for the rest of my life?
Well, I guess that is call Cherish.