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Issit me that’s too choosy or what…? I feel like changing this blogskin… and if for ur info, i changed it ysd. YES. I changed it ysd. I actually have forgotten my real motive of using the computer… I am suppose to be studying for my Physics test tomorrow in my electronic textbook. I forgot to take home my Physics textbook. This week, something is going to put on pressure… well, the stiny maths teacher came and talk to me on Friday. I didn’t do anything wrong ok. I was being good. I ignored him, seriously. I just did my work and he was standing behind me looking. And… I really HATE it it when people stands behind me when I’m doing things, like homework or on the computer. I’ll feel very uncomfortable and I would want to turn and give the person behind an evil look. He then talked to me. I didnt even look in his eyes. Cuz I couldnt be bothered. He asked if I had help with my work, so I said a big YES without hesitation. That was mean huh… but who cares. He was rude to me last time. He dont need my respect anyway cuz I got crappy marks in maths. He dont need rude or lousy student in his class. Then he said “You’ve got pretty good marks during the last test.” So I was like “Yes.” I was so tempted to add a “SO WHAT?” at the back, but I didn’t.
He walked away, cuz I gave him a cold shoulder. You know what? He never come round and talk to me and asked if I needed any help before. He doesn’t give a damn about me, juz become I’m lousy in work. That’s cuz he thinks that he’s superior and I freaking hate his guts. This kind of people should disappear from the world. He can’t freaking spell or count and he’s a teacher?! You know wad? He spelled gradient as qradient. How lame is that? And he did this equation… even though the answer should be 2.01, he said it’s 2. And we protested. Cuz it was a precise question and he said it doesnt make any difference, which really pisses me off. So 4 - 2 = ?. 2? No, I’ll say 1. IT DOESNT MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE. It’s only off by 1. -_-”. What a freak teacher. He can make endless mistakes in just 1 hour and how are we suppose to learn if he doesnt even admit his own mistakes? I dunno what kind of teacher is he. I really dun feel like taking this subj next yr cuz I dun wan to look at his face… it really pisses me off so much…
This coming week… not as busy as the last week. But, there are things to be done. Monday, which is tomorrow, I have Physics test… Tuesday, Period 0 for Chemistry and drama assignment to be performed… Wednesday, have dental appointment. Arhhh…. I hope there’s no injections… they really scares me. Thursday, Period 0 for dance. Friday, Intro Calc EPW. Go home early but have tution after that.
Yup that’s my plan for the whole week, not including the weekends. Week 6 will be our exams… then week 8 we have dance night… week 3 next term, kalamunda.
*sigh* Know what? Really miss Singapore… wished I could visit again and have a vacation break. I’m so tired of school. And I hate to be in this position… but I dun want next year to come… Year 12… it scares me. Then I’ll have 1 year of break. I really want to while looking for a university, if I get in… Then more work… wonder if I’ll ever make it. If I did… I would be happy, but sad. Cuz I’ll be distress by all the work. I’m lazy that’s why. It scares me when my cousin works up to 3am in the morning and has to go to school at 7am in the morning. I dun want to be like that!! That’s way to scary. But I’m thinking too far. Half of the year is nearly gone, which is pretty fast. Winter is coming. In fact, it’s already here. I can feel the coldness… starting to wear long sleeves and long pants… but I cant get used to this weather, this cold weather. Everyday. Going through this coldness… like a torture.
School starts tomorrow again. Everyday is like a cycle. My life is boring but I dun want it to be too exciting… dunno what’s life ahead. Dunno the future. Maybe just feel like not taking any guesses or give in to any thoughts. Just want to keep it simple. Sometimes, I wished that I’m not that smart… so I wont have to go and study all this Chemistry crap… or Physics. Or Intro Calc. Anything esle is good enough for me. I esp hate wad my english teacher told me. “You are in TEE English, you are a TEE student. You should take responsibility for your own work” But that is not the case. Sometimes, there is expectionals. Like, being sick? Or going out for something important. There is always something important than schoolwork. School is only a small part of life. There is always something esle in lives that is more major and important than school.
I’ve be blabbing on this stupid school topic for 30 minutes… and I’m getting nowhere. So I’ll stop here… once again. But I’ll never ever ever change my attitude towards my maths teacher becuz he really sux.