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Hello ppls who is reading my bloggy [even though I really doubt that there will be any]. I’m so bored!! Arh.. no one would talk to me. Haha. Todya is like a new day. A fresh start like that. Everything is mostly different. Hairstyle different. New phone. But still same old me. Haha.

Got awaken in the morning by phone alarm clock. But went straight back to sleep. LOL. Got dental appointment, but I was having this who-cares-about-dental-appointments attitude. So I was like… awaken. Sat up and look around. Morning already… Feeling a bit confused I think… Took my phone and turn off alarm. Then went back to sleep. Lols. So slack manx! Then a few minutes later, my mom knocked on my door, asking me to wake up. I just answered “Orh…….”. I was still hesitating whether to wake up or not. So tired.. Last night watching Tv, cuz I missed out on a show and have to watch the replay one later at night. Actually suppose to go and sleep. Cuz I’m still sick. But then, really wanna watch. When I went to sleep, I was a bit tired. But couldn’t really sleep. Missing him… just staring at the walls. The yellow walls in my bedroom. Lonely… feeling again. But kept telling myself, I got bubbles. Don’t have to think too much. Kept repeating in my mind that 4 years is a short period of time and I dont have to be sad.

Anyways, woke up in the morning lazily. Did usual brushing and stuff… looking myself in the mirror. Looking at me. Dunno what is worng with me. Why do I always have the desire of changing things around me. Always wanting to take risks. Like changing hairstyle. I did that last year, after that period of sadness and stuff. Maybe that was the reason why I decided to change myself. I changed myself again. The new hair. Maybe this time is to try and cut away all the bad luck. Arh.. I dunno. I always have this feeling when something happens in my life. Oh well. Just hope nothing majorly happens in my life again.. if not my hair will be gone. Lols. Ok, my hairstlye now is not that bad. It’s short, but still touching shoulders. Well, I was actually thinking of keeping my fringe at first, to let it grow longer. But it was really covering my eyes so much that I cut it off too. Now it’s on average length. Haha. Not covering my eyes anymore. Yup. Good.

Lols, I havent even finished about my morning yet. LOL. Ok, sooo… I ate breakfast with my sisters and then went to the dentist. I always have this fear about dentist… cuz last time I went to the dentist, they give me injection! Argh… freaks me out. Well, have to go back some other time for a bit of filling in my teeth. Hope this time, they won’t give me injection. Hopefully!! Then went home… sat there playing around with my new phone. Cuz still dunno how to use.. exploring the icons and stuff. Lols. Fun. Then doorbell rang. I was still wondering if this time it’s a false alarm again or not. Cuz a few weeks back, there was doorbell ringing and when I went to get it, no one was there. But I went to open the door anyway just to check. There was a lady standing at the doorstep. That lady was someone that I haven’t seen before. She was like smiling at me. Then my mom saw her, and started talking to her in cantonese. While, listening to their conversation as I was standing at the door, I found out that she was her to ask for haircut from my mom. Then my mom was picking up Leo to get him to come into the house so he won’t bark at the ppls. Well, my mom is a ceritfied hairdresser. Yup, she cut my hair. So no matter how many times I want to cut my hair, it’s okay. I have it cut for free. She did it nicely this time. Cuz she have mastered some new techniques and was testing on my hair. Lols.

So… the ppls came in, my mom cut their hair. Then I ate sushi for lunch… then practise dancing. Then blah blah… did crap. Went for a walk again. With my mom. We had to walk the long way, cuz she scare to walk past a dog. Well, she was scared even since she was bitten by a dog last month. Yup, I came home after that, then come online. Don’t think I’ll be using net tonight then. Hmm… thats all about my day. Havent been watching Tv today. Lols. Feel proud of myself.

Ysd I was talking to a friend. He’s a singer in a band. Well, he lost his drummer, cuz his drummer is going to go for further studies and can’t stay in the band anymore. I wrote a song for his band. And they are working on it. And I shown him my new song. Written 2 weeks ago. Since I havent been posting any songs lately, I’ll post this one.

The waiting of love

Three thousand and sixty five days to wait
Again to board the plane
Crossing out the number of days
To find our one thousandth day
The rain is falling, I see the rainbow,
The sky is falling, no no no
The only time I’ll stop and think of you
Is you being by my side

Three thousand and sixty five days to wait
No more waiting when I stay with you.

Yup, thats it. Although it’s not as good as some of the ones I wrote but it’s still okay to post. I’m working out the tune currently. So it’s still incompleted.

Missing mah pillow. Lurve you. ((=