so l a z y to bloggy…
haha. but blog anyway. gonna be a short one. hmm… watched tv today. and do hwk. haha. mostly my dance one. but now, really really bored. cant be bothered doing anymore today. If not, I’ll sure go crazy.
Today nothing to blog. But, juz wanna say to my pillow* if you are reading this… good luck for all your exams k? I’ve got no time to tell you all this, and I know that you got no time to talk to me. When you free, email me ((= I’ll be waiting for your emails and letters!
Missing you so much!
Ok, thats all for today. I know it’s short. Just bear with me ppl who are reading my bloggy. Hehe. Have a good weekend!
Hello to all who are reading my bloggy. Well, a special section for everyone. I found this in Friendster.
G I R L S ;;
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends ands ays, “…that’s her.” ((=
G U Y S ;;
Find a girl who calls you immature in that affectionate way instead of hot or sexy, who can’t stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back, who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes, who doesn’t care what you look like, but what’s inside counts the most, who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you, wants to be with you in public, even if you wearthose old grass stained and ripped pants with the bleached jersey like always. Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy, who makes you smiles just by knowing she loves you back. Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: “you’re the one for me, for always” ((=
good luck to all and find you true love ((=
Today is Good Friday. Hope everyone have a good rest and have a good holiday, a break from school. Well, it’s time to take a break and keep your mind of some things and spend some time with yourself. Other than that… I’ve got nothing esle to say. Just feel like keeping things off my mind for a bit.
Take care all my friends, and my pillow *Missing you*
Hmm… what’s going to be my opening sentence? Erhs. nvm. *Sighs* Still dunno what’s wrong with me… feeling a bit tired. But dun feel like falling aslp. Now, I’m downloading some songs. Been downloading lots of songs lately. Mainly is because I’m looking for a nice dance song. But now, I found one. But to say the truth, I don’t really like it. It’s [Usher - Caught up] It’s okay I guess, doesn’t bother me that much. Don’t make any difference.
Dunno what I’m going to do tomorrow. Tomorrow is Good Friday, so no school. Shopping malls are not open too… But I have decided not to be lazy tomorrow. Tomorrow morning, I’m going to cook. Hahaha… sounds funny. Well, I went out just now to yuri’s house and practise dance. My Mom came and pick me up from her house, and she drove me, my Dad and my cousin to Livingston. Well, I wasn’t in a mood to shop cuz I’m all smelly after dancing. And I’m in my trackpants! Okie, weird enough. So, I went into Woolworths with Mom and buy some breakfast for tomorrow. That was when I decided to cook. Cuz we bought pancake mix. Haha. That’s the only thing I’m good at anyway ((besides scrambled eggs)). =D I am a really bad chef. Trust me. The only thing I can cook in the world is… egg, pancake and apple strudel. Hehehhe. I’m so pathetic huh. But it’s okay!! I got someone to cook for me =x Will you?
I felt like being watched all day today. Man……. I was so paranoid. But my paranoid + tiredness made me look normal. And I kept bumping into people today. Woah, can’t walk properly when my ankle hurts. = / Haha. And kept falling over again. Haha! It’s happening again. Good thing neither of the times I really DID fall over. If not…. no one is there to catch me. )=
And our group is having more bad luck… books dropped today into a puddle. And book’s getting missing. And what Sandra was saying to me. *_* Dunno what’s happening. Trying to think about it.
Keke, stop here now. Won’t be too long winded. Cant use internet soon. Cuz my internet will be cancel cuz I’m changing to broadband. Which means. Only can use until end of this month, then cant use for 10 days. Oh well.
Take care. Esp my pillow! Missing you badly..
What is wrong with me? I dun feel well… Partly, it was because there’s too much stress from my homework. Another thing… really don’t feel like talking about it. Having lesser and lesser time to talk to him now. In fact, I think we havent really talked properly for a long time. I dunno what I am doing now. Is that whining and complaining that he doesn’t have time to talk to me… or just plainly attempting to explain myself from my situations. But whatever it is, in this situations, I just dunno how I should feel…
These days has been extremely warm and it’s really annoying me. My ankle is in a terrible state too. I have no idea what happened to it… it wasn’t swollen or anything. But when I walk, it just hurts a bit. Things are just getting really bad. And whenever someone asked me about how my day went, I have to think about it before I answer them. But I would say fine or good anyway. But I really wanted to say that it is crap. Been really tired too. I guess he is tired too. Sometimes, I just somehow manage to feel how tired he is. Whenever that happens, I would tell him to be strong and brave in my heart. Although my messages would never really reach him, but I guess it is the only way that I can support him. Also, seems like I’m not the only one feeling tired and sick of studying, but many ppl is too. But still, there must be a reason for doing something. Just like what I am doing now. Studying is my first priorty because behind my studies, there’s goals and dreams and things to be fulfilled.
I’m still working hard towards my dream. I have really been slacking off lately too. Maybe I just felt too tired. I have stopped my urge to get all my homework done. And everything to me, esp homework, just felt like black and white. So many things due. So many things to do before deadline.
Things that I wouldn’t like to say anymore… like me doing the same thing again. Everytime when I misses him in my heart. When I’m in the public, I just couldn’t do that anymore. I knew it wouldn’t look good. But I’m crying in my heart. Really really miss him. I cannot describe this feeling of how much I misses him. When I’m alone, of cuz, I tend to keep to myself more. I would show more emotions when I’m alone too. I would think more than I usually do. Cuz there is nothign to distract me. These days have been happening again. The days where I have lived in dark times. Just everyday is so hopeless. Dun feel like doing anything. No one understands my feelings. Cuz they are not me. Dreamt of him everynight. That is mostly the time I can see him. And the only time I feel the happiest. But dreams are dreams. Dreams are things that are not realistic. But what esle can I do now… it won’t change anything. No matter when I’m sad or not. Maybe I’m just the only who felt sad and nothing will change for me. I dont want to make this world turned upside down. Even though mine is already turned upside down. By all the memories and thoughts in my head. Keeping me thinking and going. Just preventing me from collapsing. Just hope the day I fall, he is still there to catch me.
Is that all I’m asking for… Dunno anymore. Sad huh.
Hungry me… lol. Eating bread now ((my supper)) lol. Getting fat!! Mom just slice some salmon for us too. Lol. My family has been influenced by me. Cuz I’d always love eating jap food.. and under my influence, now my dad just absolutely love eating raw salmon. Well, to me, they are just normal. I guess. I know some ppl don’t like eating them… so I wont go far.
Talk about my day… well, nothing interestin happened. Except that Trisha just made me laughed. Well, Cuz Phei Li and Rachel came over and talk to us. And.. Trisha saw Sherman wlaking into the toilet. So she decided to stand outside the toilet and scare him when he comes out. But instead of giving him a good fright.. as Sherman walked out, Trisha got scared. She didnt know that he was coming out.. well, obviously. Cuz Trisha was concentrating on talking to us. Haha… how funny.
Okie, another section dedicated to Trisha. Hmm. Since she didn’t read my other one. But anyway. I find Trisha very entertaining. Haha. I mean in a good way. She always makes me and our group laugh so much. She’s juz always happy and cheerful. I had nv seen her upset b4. Wouldnt it be nice if everyone can actually stay happy?
Ok.. stop here. Gonna go eat something again. Hungry!!