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a r r h ! ! someone pls tell me a nice song to dance to! stuffed up again. cant use 1 2 step anymore, becuz the other group was using it and we didnt know! lol. how silly is that. but now, we need a new song. i dunno if we need new steps or not. but to my opinion, our dance steps looks really really… weird compared to others. they are soooooo nice! the dance steps they make are juz so… professional. haha. and mine is like… *ok wad the hell is that?!* yups. like that. okie, so we need new songs and a couple of new steps… some of the steps looks ok.
my physics test marks is really disappointing. even though i didnt fail, but felt that i left out too many marks. i was looking through my answers and i found that i wasnt concentrating. i knew i wasnt. becuz i wasnt writing sensible things and i didnt read the question properly. there’s red marks all over it mostly telling me that i didnt answer the question. other than that, i had my english comprehension essay back too. and it was disappointing too. i got c- yups. c-. the same mark as last time. no improvement. but some ppl got d and f and stuff like that. i think i should be more grateful for wad i have… than whining. right? ok. i wont whine…
hmm. i was feeling quite sick today. i wasnt feeling okay in english. i juz wanted to slp… but i couldnt. i kept thinking about things and i cant concentrate on wad i was suppose to be reading. and i dunno why, but sudden thoughts juz kept running through my head. my mind brings me back to memories. i dunno why i kept thinking of the past that time. then i juz suddenly think of him. i took my ring off, and started looking at it… i was looking at it… trying to look through it. looking at his name and my name craved on the ring. i was thinking. the meaning of our names being put together. then i juz started thinking of the scene. the scene in my head. juz binds into a series of stories. happy and sad. from the day i arrived until the day i left. from the moment i saw him, until the last sight of him. the memories remaining deep in my mind. juz every single thing about him. i juz wondered why i didnt hold on. i juz wondered why i let it happen. then i knew i should stop thinking about this. but i almost burst into tears. becuz of… i dunno. a sudden feeling. juz water kept coming into my eyes. i cannot stop it…
when i was going home, felt strengthless. trying to push myself forward and face the rest of the day. trying and trying to. when i got home, i juz jumped on my bed. and i closed my eyes. i remember clearly wad i saw in my head. i saw the sight of him again. i heard his voice… then i heard my mommy calling me to go and eat dinner. thats when i get up. and walk to the kitchen, feeling blur. feeling dizzy. then after that, i remembered wad i had to do. my homework. so i did my hwk after eating dinner.
really missing him so much… when can i see him again? and feel him by my side.
* listening ; s.h.e - wo ai ni
* feeling ; sick. have dry throat.
* missing ; him…
* wanna ; arh… i dunno.
* learnt ; nothing.