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i saw 2 mtv that made me shed tears today. [tong hua - guang liang] n [wo de ai - stef sun]. when i saw tong hua mtv. it was so sad! and the part when the girl say jia you. it’s juz so sad. and wo de ai mtv. i dunno y. i saw it a few times already. but i dunno y i cried this time. no one was home. the part where she put the scarf around his neck. the look in her face, the sadness. facing the reality of leaving it there. it juz felt so… sad. maybe i juz remembered about the day. too much pain for me to take.

why i kept thinking. i promise myself i shouldnt be crying anymore right… cant settle down my mood. having mood swings lately. so much stress on me. so much pressure to take. everyday is juz full of question marks. tomorrow seemed to be so blank to me. dun feel like facing it. but i have to. to go through everyday. so that day will reach sooner.

i have been sneezing so many times lately. but it doesnt feel like im sick. dunno wads happening to me. feel so weird. cant take little things to heart anymore. juz feel like doing everything is so tiring. missing him everyday. the only place where i can really settle down is my room. when there’s no one around to look at me. and so many things in the room. make me think about memories of us.

ok.. i’ll stop here.. remember to tag ppls.

hello… im here again. downloading some songs. wow, i feel so bad after feeling pissed last night. well, no idea why. now im downloading songs… and i kept looking at lyrics b4 downloading them. i find that i always download those that remind me of our memories. and i remember that time i ask him if he listen to boy`z song. there is one song that is nice they sung. i went and find that song. and downloaded it. it’s nice. [gen zhong ni - boy`z] juz finished downloading [wo yao fei - f.i.r] and [ai qing zhen shu - stef sun] yups..

not gonna write much. not much ppl is gonna read my blog anyway. but if u happen to read this, hehe. tag to give comments k? my tagboard is dead.

today didnt do much. tomorrw is labour day. therefore not going to skool. but there’s homework to do. these days, juz slp and eat and slp and eat. like very pointless. but wad esle can i do… and it’s quite annoying when ppl ask so many questions. so bored. but dun wan a life that’s too busy. life is nv satisfying. oh well.