* be b a c k -1 0- days l a t e rr *
yups, this is last blog until another ten days. Tomorrow is April’s fool. Which is 1st of April. Got test. Physics test. But I can’t be bothered studying for it. I had Chemistry test today. It was okay.. not too bad. The mutiple choice was easy. But the written part was a bit difficult. I didnt do two questions on it.
Ok.. talk about today. Went to school early in the morning with my sista, Cath. Cold weather…… freezing. Lols. Wore a jumper in the morning, but my sista wasnt cold. wth… lols. I accompany her to take something. Then we went to our area to rest. Then I was standing there jumping around cuz I’m cold. Lols. Then Chelsea came.. but she went off. Then me and Cath went and sit down since the bench is dried up. Then we sat there for about 15 mins… I was singing slightly and Cath was hmm… daydreaming? Then Leanny came.. then other girls started coming.. then I started studying for Chemistry..
Dance first. We sew our costumes. I was like @_@ when I saw the costume. It’s like a tube dress. And it’s so damn short. =/ We have to like perform at around June / July… winter! =Pp Dead… gonna be so cold…. and that tube dress… so short. And I’m not used to wearing tube dress.. I nv wear tube dress. Except when I was in a shop once in Singapore when a lady treated me like a barbie doll and kept giving me so many clothes to try on… including a tube dress which she said looks brillant on me. And I was like…. *^_^” …. nooo…* The dress is red… I dunno…. hopes it’s not too …. revealing. Lols. Then we had assembly. Abotu SWL thingy. I wasn’t listening. I was like daydreaming… I was looking at the picture on my file. It was the pic I took with Fredric at Bishan J8. I was too concentrated… lols. after that went to English… was talking and eating cuz we only have few minutes left in class cuz of assembly.
Recess… nothing much, I saw Leanny studying. For chemistry. So I sorta joined in… eating my muffin. Lols… Then went for drama. I had stage fright. Cuz I wasn’t prepared for our play. Then I kept quiet. Everyone kept quiet… but teacher found out we had to perform today. Lols. Then we went and perform.. not too bad. Then after that, went for Intro calc. Doing lots of work… talking to Abi as well. Critisising teacher? Lol… using chinese. He dun understand. Then Abi was asking me about my pic in my file. Then ask me about him, wad skool he came form and stuff. What was funny that I heard from her is when I told her he study at Bukit Batok, she answer me… *…. rich ppl stay there..* Lols. Then we laughed alot… but no one knew wad we were talking about.
Lunch… Leanny was going crazy, studying for Chemistry. I find it really funny when Leanny do that… she just acts so funny. But she is funny. Lols. We were laughing and Atiah was really weird. She started running around the bench. Lols. Keeping cold… hohox. Then had Chemistry. Glad no one was freaking out. But Yuri was like… *irenee…. howw?? * Lols. Funny. At the end of test, she said to me *irenee…. howw…? Its so hard* Lols. Then walking off to Physics… boring.. revising for tomorrow’s test.
Then home time… haha. best! Hmm… thats all for today. Write again in 10 days time.
+ listening + S.H.E - Wu Ke Qu Dai +
+ feeling + normal. cold +
+ missing + fredric +
+ wanna + erhs… dunnno, do something productive? +
+ learnt + lots of info… lots of facts. brain bursting +
h a o x i a n g n i ! !
Missing you… cuz we happen in my mind right now. But this time, not feeling sad. But just plainly and really missing you. Today is Tuesday… didn’t go to school. But I find it quite a quiet and relaxing day. Not thinking about homework feels so good. In the morning, I slp till quite late, hehe. Lazy piggy. =P I ate breakfast… then sat down and watch Tv. Actually, I was watching Tv almost all day. Then I went out for a while at about 4.30pm, at my backyard, playing with my dog… but unfortunately, I got biten by a spider. A really small one. Haha won’t kill.. I hope.
Tomorrow is school day again. There are things in life that you might not want to do, but is good for you and you have to do it. For example, school. School life, for me is still the same. Gonna have my tests… But on another hand, without school, we wouldn’t make any friends right? Hmmm.. hehe.
Haven’t been thinking alot today. But what I feel like doing is writing some new songs.. Havent had any inspirations lately… waiting for some. But probably have no time.. cuz expectations are higher and higher.. finding a good tune…
stop here… dunno what to write. hee. take care every1
f o r some r e a s o n. i feel hyper today. lols.
today went and took new pictures. With Tricia. Quite funny. Cuz we kept being lame… and posing in front of the pictures. lols. such posers manx~! Lols. But it was fun… And I finally found out that I look esp good in pictures when I wear black… hummm… I should wear black more often huh. =D
A few more days and I have to go byebye to my internet. Then have to wait for 10 days later to say hello to broadband internet. Lols. But cant use computer for 10 days… =/ Will feel very uncomfortable.. lols. I muz be way too addicted to my computer already. Lols. Or… maybe not?! Hahahas…
Yays! This coming Saturday is our 6th month. Time flies and 1 term is gone. Hehe. I have to try and relax now while I can. This coming thursday… gonna hve both Chemistry and Physics test on the same day. Lols… I think I have them last 2 periods on Thursdays. Lols. Oh well…. test for 2 hours. Super huh. Lols. Too bad, I’m not superwoman. So… I will probably feel dead after that.
Hmm…. wad esle should I be writing here? Erhs. Not sure.
+ listening + Trademark - Only Love +
+ feeling + hyper? weird? not happy… but very hyper? +
+ missing + mah pillow! +
+ wanna + erhs…. haha.. dunno go crazy bah.. +
+ learnt + dunno. lols.. blur blur de… +
heyyo! Hehehehe. It’s me again =Pp Trisha is over my house now.. and we are going crazy.. mad haha.
Trish’s msg to evry1 reading mi bloggy ;
HeyYoZz ppL eATERrzz!! lOLxx…mY meI iRenYy iz crAZyy..crAZy fOR fREd lolx..=PPpP~~~~…i LUbz FuZzy *Muahz n Kuddlez 2 him* baiz baiz../^__^
ok, back to me… see i told you.. we are going CRAZY. hahhaha…. okie. we’ve been “studying” really hard today… HUH.. lols. yup, studying of how to take nice pictures =Pp.
Okie, i’ll juz stop here. take care every1! and good luck to your exam result ((=
Beginning to feel the l o n e l i n e s s again.
Dunno what I’m doing nowadays. Homework… assignments… Tv… duedates… deadlines… housework… duties… responsiblilties… So many things in mind. Running out of correction white out. But lazy to go and buy one. Lols. Then I use the old one. Wrong choice. Got a whole heap of them all over my page. Surely gonna get less than 3 marks for this piece of homework. The other day, when I went to Yuri’s house to practise dance… we were waiting for her friend to arrive. She was playing piano. Then I was like “whao…” Lols. She offered to teach me. So I accepted. Well, not like teaching as in the whole thing, but simple things like reading notes and learning the keys and which finger to put. And guess what?! It’s difficult. I only played like 2 lines, then her friend arrived. She shown her friend to put her stuff, so I was left alone with the piano. Then I started to read the notes, I figured out myself which notes goes with which, and how to play with both hands. I figured out which notes to play with both hands. But guess what? I can’t play with both hands. Lols. It takes practise.
My sister is learning how to play a keyboard for the moment, so when our family buy a new keyboard, I can practise on it *hehe*. Yesterday, I was really bored again. So I painted my nails again. Lols. And I started drawing pictures on it. And it looked really “professional” according to my sisters. So I did their nails too. Haha. Other than that… at night. I slp late. Waiting for everyone esle to go to slp… then I went back to my bedroom. Alone in my room. So quiet esp at night. Last night was esp nice. Cuz the weather isn’t too cold or warm. I was enjoying it. So I started writing a diary entry. And for some reason, I was writing about what’s on my mind and my feelings and some other things… obviously, I knew something was on my mind. After finishing writing in it, I sat there. Staring at the blank space. Have a kinda funny feeling of being watched. But on another hand, I just feel like I was having some privacy. Then I looked around my room… looking at the things that made up my room, that made up me. I mean.. everything that is in my room shows something about me. There’s always a reason why I put somehting in a particular place. Like Bubbles… being on my bed. Something important to me, that’s why I want to keep it close to me all the time. And a photograph of me and my 2 sisters in front of the duck pond near our house. We were looking so happy. Symbolism of our kinship. Why no pictures of me and him in my room? Well, simple reason is of my parents. I know that they want me to be “normal”. Like a normal daughter… live my normal life. So all the time, I try to show them to side where I’m happy and positive. But deep inside, I’m still upset. So I didn’t put out the picture. So it wouldn’t seemed that I am NOT concentrating on my studies. They hate to have other things distracting me.
Well, I saw something esle. The smiley face wristband. Looking at it… for a long time. Then thinking of that day when I put the same smiley face wristband on his wrist. And looking at the smile in his face, makes me happy. But slowly, everything just faded away. Back to reality… don’t need to guess I think you also know what I did next. Can’t control again. Slp throgh the night like that…
Missing him so much… Hope end of this year, I can go and visit again… really hope. Have to study hard. No Harder. =D