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)= school starts tomorrow again. feeling so bored. and i forgot when my drama report is due… hope that it is due next week rather than tomorrow. cuz i have a doubt dunno when it’s due. have to reality again tomorrow. really tired of studying. after resting for 2 days, it’s time i have to get up and keep on working hard again. for the sake of everything.
well, last night i couldnt slp… again. i was all bored. like something keeping inside me that made me felt uncomfortable. not because im angry at someone, i guess juz a bit tired of life at the moment. but i was quite angry with the stupid fly in my room. i was standing at the door for 10 minutes, until the fly flew outside. then i quickly close the door. but i couldnt slp anyway. i turn off the lights.. juz lay there. i dunno what i was thinking. him again i guess. juz missing him again. i kept reminding myself of the times we had together. mostly is when we were alone, juz wlaking around, having fun, having our own little conversations. yups. really miss those times. what esle can i do… ok, lets not talk about this anymore.
emm.. so wad did i do today? i woke up in the morning.. juz my usual laziness that kept me in bed. i think i slp till 10am. i juz have the feeling of laziness.. like the uncomfortable feeling… that kept me in bed. juz didnt feel like doing anything. didnt feel like going anywhere. but i had to get up. its a brand new day anyway. so i pulled myself up from bed. and do my brushing and stuff.. and be a good girl… eating breakfast, doing homework. well, i havent been doing homework at friday and ysd. so i have to finish them today. i was too moody. i guess juz one of my mood swings again. so i didnt do much, juz finish all the ones i am suppose to. then i went on the net to finish up the song. then went offline and watch tv. boring day. nothing to watch. but watched happy sunday. but no use.. doesnt make me happy at all. lol. then go shower… oh. that guy came again. my dad say he now always come our house is being he is feeling lonely. oh well. i guess so. i guess i was thinking too much. he asked me lots of questions today.. and ask me to go jogging as well. lol. i think i was quite naughty. playing around with him. made me think that im not a nice girl. i juz told him i was lazy. hahhaha. then i watched tv more than tok to him. but now felt so guilty. cuz he is suppose to be the [lonely] guy my dad says. i shouldnt be doing that. they all went jogging. and i showered and listen to music. but there was something wrong with me today. my singing juz sux. i couldnt sing properly. oh well, watch tv again, until now. come online.
hmm, dunno wad to say. juz another boring day. tomorrow. i dunno. gonna go to the singing thing. hope it would be good. and can take up space in my life. so i wont have to force myself to think about something esle that is unnecessary. as u all know… i am a daydreamer. my imagination is unreachable. and i think alot. but i think too much. hahas.
ok stop here.
; l i s t e n i n g ‘ f.i.r - ni de wei siao
; f e e l i n g ‘ kinda down. uncomfortable. maybe gonna be sick soon bah.
; m i s s i n g ‘ of cuz is the one that is always in my heart.
; w a n n a ‘ juz feel like going stargazing. having peace and quiet place to miss him.
; l e a r n t ‘ dunno. juz plain and boring day.