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2 weeks… wow. long time huh. well, imagine 2 years. @_@ wow.
hmm.. so today… argh. another long and tired day. nothing much to type about actually. cuz it’s the same old boring day. but.. this coming tuesday im going to have period 0 for chemistry. and im free last period for wed.. means i can go home early! haha…
well, now talking to noratiah about school and stuff. and elwin. hmm.. so bored today. oso juz now, got his email. so happy. even though it was a short one… hehe.
every night.. lay and look at bubbles. then i will be missing him. hehe. then sometimes.. i will look at the bear he gave me when i went to singapore… i would juz… miss him lots and lots. next time, when i go to the city… im going to buy a $10 phone card or something.. so i can call him some time. and we can chat.
oh yer. my dad had already accepted the offer. to start a new business. they are still working on it. i think they are going to open a resturant or something. i dunno. but yer. somethign like that. and he might come back to australia from singapore 2 weeks late. hmm.. i can tell my mom miss him lots. haha. cuz she always tries to call and chat with him. but.. i guess it is something that is juz temporary. i mean… maybe 1 more month. but for me… maybe years. why no one can understand our feelings…. really wonder why no one understand. i guess… there is nothing i can truly do. what makes me felt angry is… that some ppl juz dunno how to cherish. like they juz be that special someone for another person for fun. yer, for fun! thats juz so wrong. feel so angry for those play play ppl.
well, last yr was okay. but this yr is turning into a diaster. so many girls from our school moved school. all the positive and shining ppls. and it’s left like. us.. a few of us. and some new ppl. the whole place juz darkens.. u know. dunno how to explain. but life still goes on. and if it is always so smooth and nice.. i guess we wouldnt call it life anymore.
*[ listening ][ s.h.e - yes i love you ]*
*[ feeling ][ tired. ]*
*[ missing ][ fredric ]*
*[ wanna ][ be in ur arms.. ]*
*[ learnt ][ lots. ]*