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hmm.. time for a break. getting more and more homework nowadays.
last night… my dream. it was almost the same thing. i saw him in my dreams. i felt happy. but once again, it was only a dream. i heard you… by my side. juz like i can feel that you are always by my side. remembering the feeling again. feeling the warmth of holding your hands again. but it was just a dream. still.. feeling contented because of 1 single dream of him.
i woke up in the morning… went to school. felt tired. me and cath walked around the oval… and we walked the other way… but we saw trisha there. so we walked to our spot together. feeling so tired… first, i had drama. well, today. i have made some progess. i mean… felt happier in that class now. then i had intro calc. but i was really pissed off with the teacher. he gave us spot test. a trial one though. but i was quite unhappy casue i didnt know how to do most of them. the problem is… he doesnt teach us properly in class and i find it difficult to understand what he says. so.. i didnt learn much. and he actually gave us spot test! i was surprised. but i was really pissed off with him. then, i came out of class, feeling tired and all stress.
we had recess. i was whining about maths teacher. and i was thinking of telling my problem and make them change the teacher… but apparently, i wasnt the only one who wanted that to happen… many ppl had tried. and failed. because of wadeva timetable…. thingy. and well, we are stuck with this teacher… feeling so unhappy, because with this teacher.. i really cant learn anything and i know i will fail. ok.. so in recess… i was like that. then i had english. reading the novel again. then… have dance. choosing a song to dance to. and.. that was all.
feeling tired and hungry. so it was lunch. quickly get something to eat. then i saw sarah! wow… she gave me a big hug hehe. well.. when i saw her i was pulling a joke on her.
me: hey! when did u become so pretty!
sarah: ok, wadeva! u r like prettier than me!
me: no way. u r becoming pretty.
well, she becomes whiter. and yups! prettier! i am serious. hehe. and still the same. best friends with trisha! hehe. they are like twins. stuck together always. btw, before i went to my physics class, i tok to her. she hugged me again.
sarah: i’ll pay u back the money next time when i coem and visit ok?
me: hehe sure! but make sure u visit! if not… i’ll kill u.
sarah: i will *wacks me*
hehe… yups. so nice of her. she was a great friend… even though i only knew her for like half a year.
physics. and chemistry. boring. keke.
difference between year 10 and year 11:
~ you seemed older and more matured in year 11 than in year 10.
~ in year 10, you dont get period 0s and 7s, but you do in year 11.
~ in year 10, u r anti-stress. and in year 11, u r always stress.
~ teachers expects more from you in year 11, and brings up all the info in year 10s.
~ year 10s are taller than u!
~ when u r in year 11, u r a nerd. when u r in year 10, u r allowed to be playful.
~ when u r in year 11, teachers dun check your work… you check them yourself.
~ you work harder in year 11 than in year 10.
~ you feel older in year 11. and freaked out about year 12.
~ you feel like dropping out of school in year 11, but in year 10, u feel like the year is going to go on forever.
~ year 10 is year 10. year 11 is year 11. there is nothing similar about them!
did my homework until about 8pm juz now… and then cath was using com… and we’ve got guest in our house… well, i was telling mom about hiring a tutor for my maths. cuz i think i am gonna fail if this carrys on.
hmm… there was a business thing going on for our family. well, setting up a new business. but dunno yet. something in the food industry. well.. i dunno. it depends on my dad. and the cash we’ve got now. hmm.. hope we do something good.. yups! ok…. gotta go now.
; listening . avril lavigne - complicated.
; feeling . kinda dumb. tired.
; missing . him. wore that smiley face wristband to dance today. and remember to smile.
; wanna . wads the point. cant do it.
; learnt . ohh. lots of things!
good night, sweet dreams. i miss you.