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hello! it’s chinese new year! wow… another year’s pass. well, another month’s passed. and remembering last month… this date. hmm… i guess i would have to wait for another year. miss him terribly… wondering how is doing…
well, i woke up this morning… doing what i was suppose to do. and i was so tired! yer, i was. cuz catherine slp in my room last night… and we were talking… until… dunno what time. talking about the annoying leach. and… him *. well, missing him lots. esp now. anyway, woke up like really early. not really, like before. but to me, it is early. hehe. i am a lazy bum.
then… woke up lazily. and blah blah skip skip… go to school. heavy bag. i really felt like i needed some time alone. and when i have always been, i have been thinking alot. really missing him lots. but i was accompanyed everytime. walking to school, since catherine is studying in high school now. and yer.. i was thinking about my dream… i dreamt of him again. remembering his smile… and being close to him… everytime… juz makes me think about him lots. hao xiang ni…
went to school. sitting under the sun. thinking… and thinking… really thinking about things. missing him. i really miss his everything. the way he looks so confused… and worried. it is juz so… cute? haha. and the way he talks to me… juz so nice to be around him. really hope he can come to australia. soon. hopefully.
ok… first… had that leach again. yups. chemistry. sit beside that leach. and she is so annoying… asking so many questions. dunno how to answer her. well, she asked about my file picture last time. the one at the front of my transparent file. hmm.. i drew it. it was a picture of bubbles i drew. and she asked me if i drew that… and why i drew it. and i juz started smiling. and think of him. and i said… it was from him. bubbles. i didnt told her the full story. but the things juz goes round in my head. and i started to daydream… well, it is juz like how i would when he ask me if i have saw something while we were walking ont he streets. and i am like… er…. hehe. didnt see anything… cuz i was daydreaming? yups. but yup. we were doing writing formula and balancing it in chemistry. it was quite basic. but i didnt know how to write bicarbonate. which sorta got me stuck on that questions. then i had physics. well, i had a different teacher, and the leach doesnt sits besides me anymore… but i was sitting at the same place as i was in chem. lols. wonder why.
recess… did nothing. eating and thinking again. i was working hard. leaving all the studying time and then i could miss him during my free time. then i went to intro calc class… we are having test sometime… dunno when. well, i really dun like mr ahmed. he makes things complicated. and i think abagail can be a better teacher than him. well, i only asked abagail for most of the sums. and listened to his crap… when i really had to. we were learning about linear equations and stuff.. which we learnt last year. ok… so after that i walked with lauren to drama class. it wasnt too bad… except that this guy was touching my hair during the game bus stop. haha. he was trying to be funny. lols. well, i looked at him like he was a monster. cuz he juz gave me a big fright. and… i relieased something. he look like Kris. the one from the pri skool i did work experience in. yups.
then i went to lunch. well, chelsea asked me how was singapore and stuff. and i juz think of him again. and remembered all the good times we had together. so i told chelsea some stories of us when we were in singapore. hmm.. and i think of him. he is so cute… his actions… his smile. really miss him. then last 2 lessons… with that leach. omg… she is juz so…. touchy. and i dun like that feeling. i am not a lesbian! and stop touching me! i was really fed up with her.. ok.. so we had dance. and we learnt a new dance. a slower one this time. but i sorta forgot the steps already. i mean a few of them. and tml, we will have to make up a new one… so total.. we are going to learn 3 new dance… wow. i think i will have to start practising real soon. then went to english. juz reading the novel [of mice and men]
ok.. talk about… wad i saw on tv today. well… saw a b.a.d’s mtv. a song called [dont say goodbye] i find it quite nice… and the mtv is oso quite nice. and i was missing him… and i had to do my intro calc hwk. erhs. didnt finished it cuz i didnt know how to do some of them…
oso.. juz finished watching [white chicks].. catherine rent it to watch. lols. it was funny. and quite cool.
well… i have written alot already. so i will stop here. miss him!!
-listening- liu hong hua - wo yi ran xiang xin ni shi ai wo
-feeling- arhs…. normal.
-missing- fredric*
-wanna- take a rest.
-learnt- erhs. my brain is small.. cant fit in too many things.