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umm… i think i have recovered. yer. but of cuz. i still miss him! lots, never stop.
but i had a hard day too. well… with a leach following me around… ok… i dun wan to say the name, but it is getting really annoying. the attituide is pretty bad too. hmm. yer. not as in bad attituide kind. but to me… it is juz like the way she treated me b4 and now is totally different. and mind you… the way she is acting… it’s a bit like… hmm… les. yer. and im feeling very uncomfortable with that.
and… i went to school early today. and yup, on a wrong time. so… my sister whined at me. and said it was my fault haha. but she didnt mean it. i was there to boss her around.. so she wouldnt feel too bored. kekekex.
we had english first today… and yup.. had to sit with her… and kept asking me lots of questions. it’s very annoying lo… very random questions… during class time? where’s the common sense? where’s the logic? ok… so yer. have to bear with it for 1 whole year! hopefully now for next year! then i had dance theory. very bored lo. suannah n lauren kept toking to each other… and leave me with her… she is so boring! she arhh.. dunno wad to say about her.
then have recess… oh yer. atiah came to school today! she was back form signapore yesterday… no this morning.. like 1am… then have to come to school this morning… haha.. but yup. it’s all good. it’s juz too bad she wasnt in any of my classes. haha. she’s the one who is like me..? yups. the internet freak. haha. lols. ok. back to recess. recess was… argh. with that leach following me again. ate nothing. juz kept missing him. hehe. holding my wallet around.. and looking at him. missing him. wondering what he is doing…. then… went to chemistry class. woah. my sunburn was killing me then. with that heavy bag too! chemistry. well, mr offer.. i dun really like him. cuz he likes to talk and gives us notes at the same time. which leaves us no choice but to write. and… that is because.. his handwriting is a bit…. unreadable. errhs. ok. cant blame him for that. next… we had physics. i was walking to physics class.. and i saw phei. well, she came and said hi to me. and wow. she is so tall. and she is like 1 year younger than me. arhh.. im so pathetic. ok, physics.. it was okay.. we played around with mirrors. the concave mirror. well, find it quite interesting… hehe. then went to lunch.
lunch lunch lunch… errr. that leach. it was nice of her to offer me her lunch. but i didnt really want it… cuz it was her lunch. but she made me. haha. but i went to buy something esle too.. trisha was looking in my wallet and saw the pic of me and him. she was like.. wow.. is that him? and i was like uh huh. well, missing him again. haha… ok…. that leach sat beside me… and she is so… touchy. damn. i was quite annoyed by that. she sat so close… ewww.. i was really trying to get out of it. and well… leanny and emma knew wad i meant. i told them about leach. haha. and they juz looked at me. hehe. well.. atiah called me… ice cream again. and someone called me ireeny. haha nickname calling today huh? haha.. fine. walked off, gave atiah a wack.
then went to intro calc… argh. dun like that teacher. wad? mr.. ahmed. yups. weird name. weird person… hmm.. he sux at teaching.. seriously. well.. he was trying to explain to lauren that she had to change the whole number 5 to fractions… then he went on to all the blah blah complications and made everyone confused.. and i was juz like sitting there.. sayign to abagail “he talkes too much” whoops. put down. hees. keke. but he didnt hear me. but he really talks crap too much. haha. but in the end, lauren was like… hmm… ok. then had drama. did this breathing exercise. yups. thats all.
went home. now… toking to corene. yer.. we were juz crapping around lo… she say i am very blur… forgot to bring some things home. like some cd. haha.. yups that was my fault. i left 4 of my cd in the cd player. and my jeans! how blur is that! and.. i ask her to check for me if there was anything esle… and she said yups.. then i ask her wad thing? she say… my heart. lols. funny lo her. but emm… literally, quite true lar. haha. making me miss him lor. wonder what is doing now….
-listening- gao hui jun - ren zhen de nuu ren
-feeling- better than friday anyways
-missing- fredric
-wanna- fly away to your heart
-learnt- lots of theories for physics and drama breathing techniques to strengthern voice. hehe good for singing! learnt how to compare between a concave and a convex mirror. and… why it is impossible to see an image of yourself on a piece of paper. whahahas. feels great. erhs. wait not great enough. without him. but still… miss him!