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hmm… it’s been so long after my last entry. emm. not really. juz a few days back.
i really dunno what i am doing. today is the last day of my stay in singapore. for now, i cant think about what to say. and i cant think about anything esle. i do not wish to think about anything esle.
i starts school this monday. it will be really hard on fredric. i juz wish that he wont think about anything too bad. we talked before, but obviously the same topic. i guess i couldnt really face this problem. and it really hurt when we talk about it. and most likely, i would… yer do the same thing over and over again.
well, for now… i guess i can only try and not to think or expect anything. becuz that is a fact. whatever happens to me, or where i would be led will depends on god. i dun really mind that he brings me back to before. becuz it always happens. well, i would say. take this as a challenge of you and me. if we can conquer it, we can conquer anything.
do you have faith in me? i hope you do. becuz i have faith in you.
ok, lets not talk about this. emm. talk about tuesday. well. tuesday was a bad luck day for me. first off, i wasted too much mrt fare. ok, i was in ang mo kio. and this old lady came up to me and ask me for money in return for a wooden stick thing. i felt really pity in her. but i really couldnt give her any money. then i took mrt to bishan. and from there… i took 410 bus to peirce. on the bus… the air con leaked on me! but i couldnt move cuz someone was sitting next to me and if i move around too much… she wouldnt get really pissed off. ok, nvm. then i almost get down the wrong stop. good thing i didnt. i got down the correct stop. and i have to start walking… in such a hot weather! wow.. i almost dead. by then, i was so hot and sweaty. like i juz came out of the shower. then i met dora and went to j8 with her. we sat in the food court and waited for amanda and yinyin to come… they were very slow… and i was hungry. finally they came, taking their own sweet time. haha. but i didnt blame them of cuz. we went and ate tepanyaki. i think this is now it is spelled. and we went and walk around j8. it was really boring actually cuz i have already went there and shopped. so we decided to go to dora’s house… in aljunied. oh… wasting bus fare… haha. we reached there. watching crossroads by britney spears. halfway through, fredric called and ask me if i was free and if i wanted to go out. then i say ok. so i took bus to aljunied mrt station and then took mrt to bugis to meet him. we went to sim lim square… with 2 of his other friends. corn and marcus. for a while… only. then i was late to meet corene. so she scolded me. then in the end, i met her queenstown mrt station. when she saw me, she gave me an uncontented face. wah… i was really going to get scolded. then went to ikea. wah… waited for nothing. cuz they took the collection paper thing and walk around. in the end, whe i looked at it.. i told them… you are suppose to go to the ‘goods collection’ section to get it. and. we waited for so long. some problem they had. ok nvm. wasted more bus fare… cuz there wasnt enough space to sit in the taxi. and almost lost our way with the buses. lol. finally reached home. tired. and half dead. go shower, fall in bed and slp, hugging bubbles.
wahaha… my day was so bad huh..
ok, wed. went out with fredric. and his friends, ben and joey. we went to watch elektra. wasnt too bad. haha. we were late home.. and i hope he didnt get scolded. he also gave me the cd he promised to burn for me. the disney one… and i am listening to it now. the song… beauty and the beast. yups. hehe. nice. well, he said he liked bella out of all the disney princesses. and i actually agreed cuz bella looks the prettiest. lol.
actually i was thinking of buying him a valentines day present. but then i find it still too early. but… while i have the chance now, why not? hmm.. but i dunno what to buy yet. i havent think… well, yesterday i almost bought this apron thing. hahaha. cuz he wants to be a cook. but, it looked too girly. it’s from precious thoughts… lol. so i didnt buy it. i oso dunno what to get for him. maybe i will find something in australia and send to him? hmm… but what? i dunno…
oh ya, yesterday! lol. i saw my old friends… from pri school. oh my god, they all changed so much. esp jasmine… i think i switched personality with her… last tiem i was more emm… bad tempered? and she was more… serene and quiet and totally… emm… always being bullied. lol. but now. she is so violent. =/ i am serious ok. she hit me so many times.. you know that kind of person where you talk and then she laughed and hit at the same time? yer.. something like that. wahaha.. i was a victim. haha. i was being a brat to her. well, i am always like that… to her. cuz we always joked around. then fang ling. wah, dun say her… so tall. last time i have to look down to see her ok… now… @_@ i have to look up to talk to her. and lijuan is still the same. quiet and forgiving type. always giving in… a nice person still. meryl. she has changed so quiet! haha. and she have ‘hubby’ already. lol. kept smsing him lo. i think. and she always used to bully jasmine. but ysd… jasmine hit her… as in the joking way. yer. i saw jolene and laura too. they hasnt really changed. and theodore. became more annoying. and he is so impatient. really. haha.. and i heard from laura that he was going to ask qing hao along. but he didnt wan to come. lol. ok, i will skip this part. soon seng. haha. last time. he always used to sabo me. and suan me. but now he’s so different! suddenly become so nice. i am really not used to it. and the funniest is chee hoong! lol. haircut is still the same…. lol like using the bowl kind. so called ‘pumpkin’ head. hahahahah.. and he is even more forgetful than me! ahaha.. oh and i saw priya too.. she cutted her hair. and she say i still have the doll face. haha. in pri school, they always call me dollface or barbie doll. cuz if i stand there.. i look like the kind standing in front of the shop the model. wahaha. i find that quite funny. cuz i find that i am not like before. and they still recognise me! wah.. so touched. lol.
hehe.. today… my plan.. i dunno. meet fredric later. and we are going to go watch sunset. dunno who esle is going along. hehe. but now is still early. he havent finish school yet.
ok, i will stop. i felt so long winded today. lol. keke. fredric… i miss you!