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arr!!! ive lost it… my good luck. the blue crystal. aww……. i dun even where i have lost it at.. sobx. itz okay. i guess i’ll have to go without it for the moment.
typing with one hand… cuz im eating beakfast at the moment. well, everyones working. and i am alone at home. itz not that i dun wan to go out. but hello?! we are talking about malaysia here so, what the chance of getting lost? i can tell you 99%. 1% is depending if i meet a kind hearted person to bring me home without any intentions to harm me. so, i guess im better off staying at home and rot huh… today is the second day i havent been out. ahaha. i think it gives me enough rest. but im dying to go out for some sunshine. i have the keys… haha. but no sense of direction. =/ ok.. thats me. so what do you expect? nothing.
im glad all the crying is gone… haha. dun feel like crying anymore. but yes, i still miss fredric a lot. yesterday, i had to tell my god bro. he said i was weird. wit bubbles and everything. so i told him the truth. i said i had a bf. well, then he had a good all-about-life talk with me. i told him i understand what he is trying to say to me. but he should sorta give me a bit of a break. but he knows. and he understands. well, he is here to give me some advices so why not? yer, so i listened to him. thats the only time. the only one time where me and him had a proper talk. we hasnt had a talk that serious before. i guess it was pretty scary. haha. this laptop is so difficult to type… i kept typing errors. cuz the keyboard keys are so small…
so… this morning, i woke up at about 10am… feeling slack. then turn on phone. my god bro’s fone. he let me use… then no one sms. so i went to brush my teeth and stuff. then bring in the dry clothes. then wash my clothes and hang it out. then eating bread… arh.. i cant believe i couldnt turn on the tv… no i can turn on the tv. but the stupid astro thing doesnt work. nothing came up. so i tried to turn to other chnls and see if theres any nice chnl. no. nothing. every chnl is like blank! okay, i gave up. soo, what esle can i do? going on the internet. i cant go on it all day long. well, they are all coming back at… around 6pm… and it only not even reaching 11 now… okay, nothing to expect. juz see. maybe i could take a nap. take a nap. lazy bum.
i miss fredric!!! aww.. he’s probably still in school now. but i cant see him. =( so sad… wanna see him. now, i am in an empty house… doing empty things. listening to empty words. typing empty things. haha. maybe i could do a song now. since i have the endless time. but i seriously cant think…
so… what esle am i going to say here? emm…. nvm i’ll juz surf the net… my god bro juz called. asking me what im doing… lol. where everyone like to take me as 3 year olds… i know how to take care of myself. dun have to always check on me…. hmm.. maybe i am a bit blur and dunno how to take care of myself.
haha… okay i better not say this when im sick. sick at the moment. terrible… cant slp at night. kept waking up. and i share room with my god bro’s gf. and she said at night… i tend to sleeptalk. ahaha. aww… im sick!!!! no… i dun wan to be sick. being sick is bad.. ok, stop here.
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