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today is the second day i havent saw fredric… but all the crying was left with yesterday. okay.. thining about it… yesterday after blogging.. i had a good cry. really long… and really sad one. but after all, i have to admit that i am weak rite? i cried all the time anyway.. okay… maybe not all the time. but i guess that there was something that kept us away form each other. for me, coming to malaysia seemed to be a long journey. and i totally freaked. the good news is… i can use the internet. but the bad news is… fredric’s computer is not working… which means… nope, we cant tok over the internet. i can only sms him. i dunno if itz expensive or not. but i will try to make it longer. lol itz not my phone. so i cant sms too much.
i think i getting a bit sick already… right… im having a terrible throat attack ever since i arrived in malaysia. ok… but theres no way i can have fun anyway. cuz i kept missing fredric. i told my god bro’s gf today.. and y i was so upset about coming to malaysia.. i didnt tell my god bro though.. but i guess he will find out later anyway.. but yer.. no mater wad i still miss fredric. and i dun deny that he always appears in my mind…
so yes… we were toking about fredric. and we went shopping. i told her… [god bro’s gf] if i was allowed to go bk to singapore eariler than expected. she said… its sorta difficult. ut i should be able to rush back… arh… i really cant stop thinking about him… esp when i was shopping.. all it think about is him on my mind. feel so sad… but its okay. i will see him in one week’s time. i hope its not a very long time………… and i wonder what he has in mind when im bk to singapore. haha.
we went to eat sushi today… then went shopping… i bought…. lets see.. a jacket… cuz i rem laz time in the cinema……… so cold!!!! so i bought one.. haha. and a new bag. cuz my god bro say tat my red one is outdated.. hahahaha… and i bought nothing for my little sisters….. arr.. how mean as a big sister. but i really couldnt find anything…. when we were at a shop.. i heard the hi fi was playing a familiar song. a song that kept running in my head now…. qi li xiang. then i miss him again. then in th car.. i tok out the cd and play the song again. when we reached home.. my god bro’s gf did my nail for me.. she is a beautician. haha. nice one huh. but yer.. she did a few pattern.. trying on my nails. but i can tell u, my nails are too small… so she ended up trying to get the pictures on my nails properly which sorta stuffed up. but its okay… then i sms fredric. cuz i think he was almost finishing school. then he reply me.. blah blah.. then came on the net cuz my god bro’s gf was tired… so she is slping now….. for me…. i dunno wad i am doing. waiting… for something. itz one long whole entire week!!!! oh… i think im really going to faint. thats is so long… sobs sobs..
okay.. i really seemed like i am not enjoying malaysia at all. i guess im not. am i?! let me think about it. i have to… i guess.. or look like i am… but i miss him…. so sad not to be around him. i feel so sad. theres no pillow for me to lent on… my pillow…. disappeared.
puppy love.. hey do u know wad it means? hmm.. well.. everyone is using this words to describe us… well.. it means that we are in love..? haha… well, deeper meaning is…. that the kind of love where it happens when u r studying.. and that u dunno what u exactly wants… hmm.. and ppl says ppl who are in puppy love is normally first love. and true love. but it normally makes u wonder wad the future is like ahead. and it is totally impossible to predict things like… the future together. out of 10 puppy love… only about 2 - 3 is most likely to get married in the end.. haha.. i guess this is wad its called. explained by my god bro’s gf. but to tell the truth… my god bro n his gf is also puppy love.. and i wan to say is that.. i think they r getitng married. ok.. i didnt say that they r definitely going to.. but most likely. hahha.. and the other thing is that. it doesnt depends on wad the love is called or wadsoeva. but it is the faith. when the two person has the faith they r likely to be able to wal their life together for as logn as they wan. ppl normally ask me.. what happens when u become in luv with another person in the future?? well, i jave nothing to say to that.. but all that is left now is to learn and cherish wad we have now than regret it later rite? i can tell u, i like wad it is to me now….
arh.. after such a long and complicated blog…
by the way.. theres a very least possiblities that i would blog on wed.. cuz we are going out of the house for vacation…. and coming back on friday. then i am going bk to singapore on sat… arh… i wanna see him!!!! haha…… okok… my meaning is i miss fredric. and i want to see fredric. yer. thats my meaning.. hehehe…
i l u b y o u.