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Hmm, time to count down? Arh.. haha. Still got 5 days.
Well anything. Yesterday, I was watching this animal show. And someone actually have a pet at home. Guess what? A LION. Lol. Rare huh. Haha. I saw the show yesterday. And see how they actually keep it as a pet and stuff. But anyway, that person who kept a lion as a pet also has 3 other pets. 2 dogs and a monkey. Anyways, the show also have a quest thingy. And one of the questions they asked was [ how many blood types does dogs have? ] Well.. you know whats the answer? Dogs have over 12 different blood types! Lols. Interesting…
But anyway. Recently, I have been watching too much Tv program. I should find something esle to do. At the moment, I hasnt found anything yet. Except for watching Tv. -_-” Lols. It’s not nice sitting around at home all day watching Tv ok… it makes ppl feel lazy. Well, I’m already lazy anyway. -_-” I need to do some exercise… Lols. If not, I’ll probably gain more kgs. And recently, I’ve been eating too much chocolate. Arhh… I really need to stop. Haha. Wonder how. =D And worse is no one call to chat with me. sobs. Lol, who want to waste money to call me for a boring chatting session anyway.. -_-”
So… what have I been doing? You’re asking me? Everyday. Slp? Eat? Watch Tv? Internet? Thats all? *hides* No… I dont want! I wish I can… erms. erms. wait let me think. Isn’t it better to be not on school holidays? At least I won’t be watching Tv all day. And I can like walk around in school.. I can talk to my friends. I can do some homework. Which doesn’t make me bored. But just thinking… nono. Year 11!! Arh… meaning lots of schoolwork + homework = lots of scolding + lots os expectations + lots of thinking. What am I calculating anyway… ok. Stop. Stop. Stop thinking of school. Think of… erh. Kekes.
I never get inspirations nowadays to write a new song… cuz I nv go out now. And my house is too quiet! It makes me forget about things. Which makes it worse. And no, I cant even TRY to sing out my tune when the house is too quiet. So… I’m stuck. It’s like a birdcage. Birdcage = my house. Come on, 5 more days!
I’m working on it. I just need to… erms… get through these 5 days. Then I’ll be okay. Hopefully, won’t feel like living in jail. I hate that sense of feeling. It makes me crazy. It makes me really angry. I dunno why. Perhaps, sometimes some ppl need their own space and freedom. I guess everyone does right? Ok…. what am I talking about anyway.
Lalala.
x- listening -x- f.i.r fly away -x
x- feeling -x- kinda lost.. -x
x- missing -x- im missing some freedom here! -x
x- wanna -x- // -x
x- learnt -x- // -x