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Ever wonder why human has emotions? I guess I can’t give you an answer cause I don’t know why either. I don’t think we’ll ever know. But then again, without emotions, humans will not be humans anymore. Maybe the Earth will then have peace but it will be boring from the surface to the core.
Maybe many people think that happiness is rarely how they feel. I cannot imagine my own life as an emotional person because I will be always running out of happiness to feel. For me, I think I have more happiness in my life than any other emotions. I rarely run out of happiness because I have all these amazing people around me. Until today, my seventeen years of life, there have been many varies people that has been in my life. Whether they have only recently appeared, has always been there no matter what or they have already left my life but had provided me with happiness, I have to say that I’m very grateful. Most importantly, the people that has entered my life has made me the way I am. From a shy and quiet girl to now a loud and hyper girl. I love the way I am now cause I have become someone who can laugh things off and be funny at times.
Other times, I would experienced sadness. Who wouldn’t? It is those ups and downs in life that makes you strong and brave to move on from where you are. As for me, I have experienced countless sadness in life. But from all those family, relationship and friendship problems, I have learnt to simply let things go. Although I can’t tell you that I’m a 100% happy person as I am today, but I can certainly a more friendly person.
I’m sure everyone had felt disappointment many times in their lives. Don’t tell me you haven’t. You get disappointed on people around you, on yourself or on events that had happened. Without disappointment, there wouldn’t be courage to overcome your problems. If you are around me age, which I assume you must be, you must have at least in the last few years feel disappointed of your school results. No one is perfect. Therefore, there is disappointment. If you’re just simply too perfect to feel disappointed, you would be no one.
Jealousy is always a cause to a start of problems. Haven’t you ever been jealous over someone or something? I have. I get jealous all the time. Cause I’m such a sensitive person, you just never know when and what I would get jealous over. To me, jealousy may be a cause to problems, but sometimes if it is shown in the right way, it may just turned out to be a good thing after all.
I felt anger yesterday as you can see from my blog entry… and the swearing. All I could say is that being angry is not a bad thing. It might just let you have a willingness in you to make things happen. Well, in the right way of cause. I guess you can feel angry for many things. Any emotions could lead to anger… like jealousy or sadness. Just like the psychological cycle. Disappointment, Anger, Depression, Acceptance. When you encounter a problem, you will always feel disappointment, followed by anger and depression. Finally when you have a think of it, you would have to accept the way it is. There is nothing you could do. That is how I feel like now. I was disappointed with myself and I was angry (which explains the blog entry). So today I was depressed but finally I decided I should accept this fact and go take my test.
There are just way too many emotions for me to go through. I guess all the writing is making people feel bored now. So, I shall share this ‘Top 2 things’ with you all (:
Top 2 types your guy/girl must be:
1. without the love, nothing is gonna happen isn’t it?
2. caring and sweet - haha, the qualities possessed by Ken I should say.
top 2 places you would like to live with partner:
1. beach house?
2. somewhere comfortable and feels like we’re in our own lil world (:
top 2 places to date:
1. the evening beach xD
2. my house or yours *winks* LOL xD xD
top 2 things found in your wallet:
1. money
2. loads of junk
top 2 songs you can listen now again and again:
1. S.H.E
2. Jay Chou
top 2 books:
1. Series of unforunate events
2. Harry Potter
top 2 tv programs:
1. Bleh, don’t rly watch tv
2. -
top 2 places u’d want to visit 10 years
from now:
1. Paris
2. Korea
top 2 obsessions in ur life:
1. Ken xD
2. Myself?
top 2 favourite food:
1. Mommy’s cooking
2. Daddy’s cooking
top 2 favorite drinks:
1. Bubble Tea
2. Dihydrogen Monoxide xD
top 2 favourite website:
1. Alwayzonmymindd.blogspot.com xD xD
2. Erh… which one should I choose now…
top 2 things u want to do now:
1. Go and give Hunnybear a massage
2. Go take a lazy nap and have sweet sweet dreams
top 2 goals you want to accomplish:
1. Pass my competence test
2. Find a better job
top 2 favourite colours:
1. blue
2. white
top 2 best things you wanna buy:
1. new PJs
2. more nice clothes?
top 2 persons who usually calls you:
1. Ken
2. Mom
top 2 things that very important with you (except money):
1. Ken
2. family
top 2 brands that you wear most:
1. Erh… I don’t even know what brand I have..
2. -
top 2 malls that you think nice to visit:
1. no comments
2. no comments either
top 2 DVDs :
1. Step Up
2. Honey