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Wow, haven’t update in here for like a few days. I write everything in my bebo blog too. Dunno which one to update sometimes. But today, I’ll do it in here.
Anyway, I’m proud to announce that exams are finally OVER! Hehehe. And today… is Wednesday! Well, I’m all dolled up and prepared, getting ready to go out shopping later with Leanny. And yer! My independence starts here! Hehe.
So what have everyone been up to? Not much? Or like heaps? Well, I know that Atiah has already started working… so good for her. I need to find a job too. Lol. If I can get one. Fuzzy’s going back to Singapore for army in 2 weeks. So… yer, he’s spending time with Trishy. I guess that’s a bit like… memories of me and Fredric. The 2 weeks spending time together. It’s the happiest but the saddest at the same time. Because we are so happy together, but in our mind we know that it’s not going to last that long. Even now, I still think back to the memories. Even after he said he still loves me. Dunno what I still do to keep me calm. Sometimes, I feel really scared. Dunno what for. But I just am. Maybe because I’m scared of the distance. Or any change of heart. Think to myself. Will this really have “happily ever after”? Just wishing it could.
Now 3 different guys told me they like me. 2 of them are my ex’s but I only still love one of them. And the other one… he told me a long time ago, and the other day, he msged me and tell me that he’s still very fond of me. But I just changed the topic. I know that it’s not good for not telling them to stop thinking. I feel guilty letting them just have this thoughts. But I dun want to hurt anyone’s feelings. It’s hard to ask someone out, BUT it’s harder to reject someone ok. So I guess I just need to hide and let them stop thinking about me. And if I want to, I will.
So yer, this is my story so far. Writing in my blog for such a long period of time now. My never ending story goes on and goes. Wonder how long this is going to keep. How long this is going to last. For how long I will continuing writing my story to everyone. And yer. For now, I’ll stop here. But I promise, it will be continued. (:
Take care!