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feeling annoyed + hungry
listening to li sheng jie * shou fang kai
What is wrong with everyone? My gosh…
My brain is really exploding. I know is her. That said all these stuff to me. And I really wished I wouldn’t care about her words. Well, I’m not. I dun care if she called me a hoe or a bitch or whatever. But I wonder why she never thinks about what she does.
I wanna say ; I feel sorry for her.
Well. Really. I wouldn’t want her life. I’ll be so stuffed. I wouldn’t want to put myself in such situations anyway. But somehow, some people can’t choose their own personalities. And what can I do? She doesn’t accepts those helps anyway. And no one would go near her. Cuz of her…
Why is this world so unfair? To some people? Dunno.
Feeling a bit hopeless. Dunno how I can face her tomorrow without feeling… sad?
Oh well. Feel like writing a poem. Haha… Let’s see what I can make up.
Darkness
Lost in sense to be alive
Numb, no feelings, stabbed by knife
The emptiness between flaws
Life filled with rules and laws
Be alive, waking up sinned
Fighting back light- dimmed
Sick of every crashed days
Living through black rays
Watched those coloured eyes
Seen by black and white
Shades of sunlight you found inside
Darkness in you seemed to hide
Right or wrongs don’t know the truth
Summoned to be the last that proves
More worries simmering signs
What world allows crossing the lines?
Cuminates with the song of cherish
Lying dead a life for perish
A word of advice nothing given
Meant to hurt but you never listen