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I’m quite pissed at the moment.
Don’t know for what reason. Just got told? Can’t think? Homework not done? Too many tests next week? Pimples popping up? Can’t get that pinyin in the NJstar thing? - sighs. Wrinkles slowly creeping into my face. By the end of exams, I think I’ll be already suffering from depression. Let alone having millions of wrinkles running through my face.
Ok, stop being negative. From today onwards, I will study hard.
Oh yeah, look who’s talking now. =\\\ I don’t know if I really meant that or I’m just saying it to make myself feel better. Once, I got a really bad mark for a Chemistry test and failed my English essay. I got so stressed I started crying - Remember that time? But I swear I would never cry over such little things again. And from that day onwards, I told myself that I have to study hard to prevent any disappointment. But it doesn’t work?! Telling myself is not enough. I need motivation. Lots and lots of motivation.
*Sighs* I hear my mommy screaming again. Gees, a loud one too. I don’t know why but it’s just that someone in my family has picked up some very annoying behaviours and I detest it. I know I should give that person some respect and stop getting angry and telling that person off but I really can’t help but get angry.
Anyway, I will stay calm and not show any frustrution. Enough of pimples. Enough is enough!
Might go to city library tomorrow. Just to stay away from home. I used to love being at home. Just not today, not now.
Feel dead now. Nothing else to do besides homework and studying. My day was pretty good. WAS. What’s wrong now… it’s okay. I’ll just find something else to do then. Cheer myself up. Sunday tomorrow. Last day of the week. Sounds really dead. Like it has bad connotations in it or something.
I’m upside down, inside out.
Biscuit u ALL!!
I will try to feel happier by today (: