Million Things
It’s really hard to always stay strong because there are times where you will be down and in need. When things happen, I tend to think a lot. There are many things in my life that I appreciate but I never really think about the fact that if it is worth appreciating. Deep inside, I still believe that there is good and bad karma in this world. Good people will have good things in return. But on another hand, some things really contradict this kind of thoughts on me.
I think I’m really turning crazy. I feel that I’m all alone again. Even with lots of encouragement, I still feel alone. I guess there is never one real encouragement that someone gave me that really touched my heart. I guess it is because people don’t like to know too much and they can’t know too much about the way I think. I was right, no one in this world can really understand me, except myself. That goes the same for everyone else. Seem so lost again.
People drifting away and further apart. There is not much of closeness anymore. You live in your own world.
Just like Nicole said, ‘People always live in their own world. Unless there are circumstances that let them see.’
Not even the closest person can understand me?